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Why me?


its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

I wish for..


  • cash
  • mini coupe
  • more commission
  • relax-time
  • new job


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Saturday, September 02, 2006

02.09 (sat)

woke up early... went to singapore poly with bro n mum... bro was selected out of many Gunbound players... to compete for the SEA... games n games world championship (GGWC) event... winners get to fly to korea for free for the competition.. unfortunately... in his row of 4 pax... he was 1 of the 2 tat was out... 1 of the player was a ger who got champion last SG competition and went to bangkok for another competition as well... anyway one of bro's gunbound play mate came to see him play... hmmm bro was kinda sad he had lost... but he understood tat the other players were even stronger... and tat he was the youngest, 12 yrs old... the rest were mostly sec sch guys or guys in their early 20s...

bro is such a gamer.

went to redhill to buy medicine... damn exp. $66... hmmx...

had lunch at Scotts Ajisen... ramen ramen... ton toro ramen was nice... my miso vegetable ramen was ok only... and mum had crayfish ramen... total was $56+ with 3 side dishes, 3 hot green tea and peach yogurt mochi ;) hurhur.

shopped at OG... ther's sales... bought a shirt, a tee and dad's socks. sis came to meet me... we went to meet steph while she was havin her breaktime.. they chatted for awhile... and soon we went home... so tired we slpt on the bus...

suppose to meet mum n dad to go dinner... but decided to head home and ask them to buy back... haha!... realy tired... home finally. slacked ard.

goin slp, tml stil goin grandpa's hse.

01.09 (fri)

bad morning... stan called again!... early in the mornin... my god... din answer... and so he msged to say tat he thought it through and noe its his fault... apologize again... argh

slow paced work... eyes cld nearly open... stan called at noon... answered and spoke without interest... he acted stupid and asked abt me meetin himt he next week so he can pass me the umbrella... wat the fuk!... put down the fone... den he smsed to say... the chat was relaxin.. and tat its his fault he tried too hard to pls me the past few days... mentioned tat i was the kind of ger with the characters he always wanted... utterly crapx.

i was quite very sick now... met mum to dinner at plaza... the clinic was closed... so i cldnt buy my medicine :( the cough is killing me already... big time.

stan msged again to say tat honey water is good for sorethroat... and blah.. (smsed coz i din pick up his call again) dont he ever get it?!... i hav got a nut-case pestering me. Help. 999

31.08 (thur)

got a few orders... faints... hmmm... sharon called... sayin to meet up with stanley n brandon... she wanted to speak to stan. abt the problem... anyway hav agreed to go to Expo... for the Comex fair... alritey... very tired... i din wish to speak so i left everything to sharon n brandon... besides i was fumin inside... coz he's so irritating... forcing to hold my hand. imagine tat! crapz.

every1 was later than 7.30pm... fuked up, so tired and stil waiting... alex called me to chat with me how nice :) hehe... stan reached first... and told i was angry... nope i was fuken irritated!... tried to "calm" me like i was a baby... WTF... it juz gross me out... called mum to call me... and chatted all the way til sharon came... pissed... very pissed... dinner was Orange Julius bacon n cheese hotdog bun... faints

the guys took the damn long time to get the stuffs... basically... its stan who took the longest time!... argh... til the place closed... brandon suggested Bedok Blk 85... the minced meat noodle soup base was yummy! :)... tat stan ordered other fried food stuffs and wanted me to eat... nuts or wat?... am havin the cough and the sorethroat is comin back... juz cant be bother with him...

sharon n brandon spoke to him... and he apologize and apologize... via sms... called me, but i don c a point to answer his call... den he started bein lame to ask me when i want to collect my umbrella from him... told him i dun need it... he can hav it... he insisted on returnin... by meetin me... KAOX... such person exist in the world... i cant stand tis man!... i didnt bother to reply his sms anymore.

tired. very tired. slpt. nightmare.

30.08 (wed)

i cant really remember wat went on at work i was brain dead... met sharon for lunch at Mos burger...

told him all abt tat stan. i cant stand his pestering anymore... not to mention its very pressure-Rising!.. she totally understood... and she mentioned she will 'kai dao' stanley... lolx tat will be cool...

ended work at 6.30pm... headed town to meet ling and shangwei... at Wheelock Fish n Co... shangwei stil the same old boyish look! haha... tanned and nice dress sense... :) different from wat he was 4yrs ago... long time fren... lolx... ling was late again... faints... we ordered seafood platter... and new york fish n chips... nice :) and ther was 2 birthdays goin on in the restaurant... pretty fun.. :) and so ling is go back shanghai on fri, 1st Sept...

home.

29.08 (tue)

work was slow... not much candidates available... sheesh

stan. called and sms again... told him str8 i wasnt free to tok... even if he made time at work to call me for awhile... such a pester.. he wanted to meet me today... told him am goin for interview... he mentioned he dont mind... told him sister was meeting me for dinner... coz no food at home... he actually asked me to tell my sister to meet her gf or go walk alone... fuk!... no way... i mentioned not to meet him... and he insisted to come along... cant stand it..

went for interview... sarah was a nice person... but the package and job she mentioned... i dont like it at all... i knew i will get the job... but i will decline... hmm...

after interview he called... phaatt... sis was waitin downstairs for me as well... we met... had dinner at Pastamania... he cldnt decide wat to eat... (and the place was wher he mention to hav dinner for... wat the hell...) i din wait... went order myself, for my own... very tired the whole dae...

he held my hand... i rejected emotionally... did he juz tot tat i will held some1 hand when i even noe them like lesser than a month... esp when i dun like tat some1 (him)... faints!... the shops were all closing... he still dragged to go home... me n my sis juz walked to humour him... very tired to even speak... soon i say... go home already... and he damn asked y?... and so i said "den u want to help those pple close shop izit!... besides i am very tired!..." and we headed home. Finally! my gosh!

28.08 (mon)

monday was super blue... my throat got abit better but nt the cough... work sux.. headed str8 home aft the meeting... phatt

got a call from Sarah (Marriott Vacation Club)... to hav an interview with her tml... oki..


Why do this to me?
Saturday, September 02, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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