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Why me?


its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

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  • relax-time
  • new job


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Thursday, February 15, 2007

15feb07 (thurs)

work & goin home slp! argh.

14feb07 (wed)

hearts makes me puke. well, a few greetins here n ther. joanne send me a lil e-card, cute! dinner n coffee @ starbucks with cheryl, lil chix. crap was wat we did. lolx. late home.

13feb07 (tue)

out wit sis to bugis, much shoppin ard, but nothin. dinner was at pastamania. oh well.

12feb07 (mon)

hald day.rashes. oh craps.

11feb07 (sun)

clean the room oh clean the room. out at bugis. bro finally bought clothes for CNY.

10 feb 07 (sat)

brunch at chinatown - yong tau fu. long queue as usual. bought watch for bro. hp stick on at $3. walkin walkin. tired. ktv for an hour $18+ for 2 pax. met june, new fren - cheryl's fren. headed down to her cousin place at little india ther. stil tell us its behind dohby guat. fuk. tryin to act classy or wat?! no food, warm damn small place. ewww. june stil had to buy her own dinner - sushi & drinks over. he said he wanted to pay, but he din even ask when he saw cheryl/june. such a loser guy. yucks. home late.


Why do this to me?
Thursday, February 15, 2007

Friday, February 09, 2007

9 feb 2007, fri.

work.lunch.aimlessly walking.back to office now, bored. bored bored bored! oh no. btw. the bbq pork has arrived. jocelyn nt in office yet. collect later. good idea. gotta get out even for a short while. berls gettin results later. i wonder how, oh how.

dinner at PS long john. movie - Miss Potter. classical art. quite a sad endin though.

8 feb 2007, thurs.

called molly in e mornin. the case is now KIV. gd. i cant be bother, hate the Koh! argh. fuken attitude old guy. so much for askin. mans.

new shoe shop at the arcade, bought yet another shoe. tis time round its corporate black. a gd $39.90.

& e chix gt a $31 fine for lateness, more to come? oh dear. she's pissed & broke her glass. great or not.

7 feb 2007, wed.

met ling for dinner. she shopped 2 pairs of shoes. paste & seafood combo at Spageddies, paragon. we saw chen han wei again.

6 feb 2007, tues.

home aft work.


Why do this to me?
Friday, February 09, 2007

Monday, February 05, 2007

5Feb07.monday

MONDAY BLUES argh. steven last day at work, so glad for him. all e best. hmm he will be doin outdoor recruitment though. dinner -farewell later!

4Feb07.sunday

clean hse for aunt jenny again. went bugis & shopped. tired weekend.oh dear. lurve e new jeans ;)

3Feb07.sat

breakfast at the coffeeshop behind fajar sec.sch, the prawn mee was pretty gd. bused down to aunt jenny's hse at habour view. nice new deco, nice view. hmm but the reno. seems too rush, defects here n ther. i did hav gone bonkers if its my hse. but they hav to move in on the 5th feb. opps.

7hrs, no cleanin. basically jus slacked all ard. the reno was not quite done to be exact.

small dinner at "diamond tan" aka ah suan place, jenny's jewellery fren. at chinatown. e oyishi curry puffs is damn nice, & e home cooked bee hoon! oh yummy. serene was ther as well "diamond" fren...

headed to jenny's fren plants-flowers nursery @ chua chu kang ther. HUGE place. very nice and windy. u shld have checked out the rockin chair by the pool. perfect. you gotta drive to get there though, very far in. hmm. wholesale price. funny frens. 18 of us. fish & chips, nuggets, roasted duck, cny goodies, red & white wine! wat a good night. every1 was kinda tired, all left at 11.39pm. home. bathe. good slp (esp. aft the red wine!) :)

2Feb07,fri

work. dinner and shoppin with cheryl. funny. dinner at far east plaza. the food sux @ level 5. shopped ard, but avail. hmm. headed bugis to get my shoes :) hehehe the red shoes! jane was very friendly

1Feb07, thur.

nth.


Why do this to me?
Monday, February 05, 2007

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

30.01.07

1/2day, cldnt wake up?..haha, back to work sux. tired tired. stil wonderin abt grandaunt case. her body was only released for funeral today. thurs to be buried.

dinner with cheryl @ chinatown-duck rice. shopped. bought a pants & shirt @ $64 :) i luv them. tryin time took forever, too many pple. hmm. home at only 11pm+-

29.01.07

mon back to work always sux. met fong who went to kbc for interview on fri. smart, clean cut guy- keeps sayin "i see i see"...haha. funy 39yrs old.

dinner with jo, ellen & adrain at Out of the Pan, amose stil wrkin ther. crepe + desert - $25 each pax. hmm. home. very tired.

28.01.07

qq with dad.fuked up over his control. i had enuf. left to met cheryl. + jaime, was with sis. shopped only abit while waiting for cheryl. went to hav chicken rice for lunch (@ high tea time...wth) den jenny cheng auntie called, asked me to head down to her Kew Creasent house. oh dear. mum told her abt the qq i had with dad.

$12.60 cab fare ther, to hear speech. su ya was back frm melbourne for cny... well. left cheryl and jaime ther, feel kinda bad coz cheryl came jus to accompany me to buy shoes actually. well, su ya drove us (me, sis, mum - who came later) to parkway parade, had dinner, shopped abit. bought a big bag for $39.90, worth it.

dinner was pretty tensed. on way home, dad called mum. told her abt grand aunt's death, it was on the chi papers, 2nd page, was labelled as "un-natural death". i wondered wat happen. mum teared. the way home was on silence.

27.01.07

raining sat. slpt in.

26.01.07

work.dinner @ suntec with cheryl. nydc. potato salad, bratwast pizza,irish mudpie - perfect.

24.01.07 - 25.01.07

working working


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

23jan07
abt 6 contractual temp for the week. pretty cool.left office abt 7.30pm with chick. headed funan IT mall.burger king.den mos burger. chatted.laughed yet again. i nv knew she cld laugh til she wants to vomit.faints.drizzle drizzle again. period,my gawd.

22jan07
sharon jio to go Obar.comtemplatin still.sis fetch me off work. bought the coolin gel.i m peelin away. oh dear.

21jan07
red-ed.rot at home slpin. dad discover my tattoo.oh so.

20jan07
woke up to go sentosa.suntan.rain.went dip in seawater.tan again. hear thunder.time to scam.lunch at subway.damn$14+.tired.home,cleared my basket of bags.omph.

19jan07
rush to visit carmen for the treatment.long time since the last.new store deco.pretty entertaining..shopped at far east.dinner @long john-short while.

18jan07
1/2 day.too slpy to wake up.boss on mc- chickenp pox. LOLs.dinner at billy bomers @ m.sq with sis, jovi,joey. blabber blabber.only paid for the mains, free drinks, appetizers & ice-cream. sweet. sis paid for me. muahaha. left for home at 9pm.


16jan-17jan07
- work.home.

the point is keep it short and sweet.


Why do this to me?
Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Monday, January 15, 2007

15Jan07

work.mon.blow by calista liew. str8 bus to work at abt 32mins and she complained abt the dist! fuk. well. jo & ellen on mc. so is boss. but at least i have amy phang's case closed. good. and i forgot to bring my buns for breakfast. kill me...phatt. alvin asked abt how cum my fone was off on fri. haha. coz i did smsed him to go dinner. hmm.

14Jan07

cleaned my room. finally. now my mattress is super single. hehe. went causeway with mum to do some shoppin. bought crystal jade buns for the next mornin, yummy. dinner out. stan sms to say he cut his toe deeply by the fan... craps wat has it gotta do with me!... told him to bloody tk care of himself, coz he's 26yrs old. duh-oh

13Jan07

slpt late into the afternoon. our new sofa came, damn big. hah. seahorse sofa seahourse brand sofa. hmm. met sharon & brandon for dinner. @ heeren nydc. they were damn late. 1hr late. was with sis, so we ate first, hungry! headed cine for movie, the last dance. - "Cha Wu" artistic yes, meaninless-sorta of. but i like the tune. home.

12Jan07

work-tired. haven hav a gd slp for weeks, how cum. suppose to meet ryn & jackie @ wala. abt 6+pm i called ryn, she juz abt to go for movie... fuk. den i hav to wait 3hrs. kinda pissed. decide to go home, on the way msged her am not goin, she still replied "you sure? anyway am goin club with SIM frens tml, wanna join..." ... "its ok, am not joinin..." was my reply. sometimes i hate her. hmm. haha... dinner at plaza with mum n bro instead. rainin the whole day, dampen the spirit. argh. ryn smsed to apologise. oh watever. y shld she. phaaattt. switched off my phone.

the rest of the days.... to 11Jan07: stan has been smsing to dinner out. am not free, simply dun1 to meet him, dont he get it?!


Why do this to me?
Monday, January 15, 2007

Monday, January 08, 2007

8 Jan07

mon blues blues. minced meat noodles for lunch. agitated conversation abt bonus. yucks. boring meeting. busy busy day!

7 Jan07

brunch with the relatives at PS. jap food. alrite. waraku stil better. aimless strolling. left for Vivo. bought the topshop top! mango skirt. ;) over-spent again. gosh.

6 Jan07

damn early workshop. reached at 8am. others stil later. the food sux. carlton hotel. ewww. waste of time. so damn slpy. aft lunch headed bugis to shop abit. drank large iced milk tea. aftwhich went orchard. cheryl leg pain due to heels. bought slip on. she met her ex. i headed nydc @ heeren to meet sis n yiya. yiya ballooned! stan joined... hmm. steff came shortly. black faced. crazy. wtf. stan n i left for movie- BORAT. ill rated comedy. fat+slim gay. LAME. aft movie went nydc to find sis again. home. Zzzzz..........

5 Jan07

work-sama sama. dinner at chinatown. porridge-yummy, ginger onion frog legs.-yum yum! shopped at this fashion. bought a top :) time to go home. slpy.

3-4 Jan07

worked. home. shagged. <--- 1 whole week nt enuf slp! phattt.


Why do this to me?
Monday, January 08, 2007

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2Jan07

lazy to wake up. went bugis with bro n sis to c hp for bro. bro bought a new sch bag, dirty brown, nice. had heavy high tea at TCC. ;) nth much, home ard 6+pm. oh yea new tv arrived, 32 inch~ ;P

1 Jan07

tired is the word. nt able to meet jones. he's slpin. faints, so much for kx driving down his house to wake him up. nevertheless, the pork ribs noodles we had was yummy. ;) bus home at 1.30pm. only reached SG at 5pm... bought a necklace and top at This fashion before headin home... phewww... home finally.

31st Dec06

kx was sick. watched vcds in the afternoon. countdown with lil uncle & his fam. & grandma... basically nth much... was at jonker walk... cramped... bought necklace. cute. we din played spray either. hot was the word. phatt. jones came said hi & bye. weird.

30 Dec06

woke up early to go grandpa hse... returned home packed bag to go JB. reached 5pm... our bus was 7pm... phatt. the larkin was facin power failure til god noes wat time. i was so tired i slpt waitin. hah. only reached melaka at 10.30pm. hungry. havin the gastric pains.

kx came to fetch us. had chee cheong fan! ;), drinks at Winds Music cafe. left for home at 12.30pm.

29 Dec06

work.nt interesting.dinner with the clicks. was suppose to head to clinic... they wanted to check my IC... wtf. no IC no entry... even MOS i was asked to show... argh. spoiler. the music at smooth sux too. bad day for clubbin. gt stan sms sayin he's ard... fetched me n amy home. left MOS at 2am anyway. bored!+fukin exp cover of $23 juz doesnt worth it. home. SLP.

28 Dec06

returned to work. sucks is the word. finished off the payroll. phatt. home after work. stil dun hav enuf slp. moodless. dinner at Ajisen with stan. went watched Death Note 2, nice twist, nice ending. L's smart! :) home aft tat.

27 Dec06

at home. i cant remember wat i did. i think i had memory-loss for the day. oh no.


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

26 dec 06

finished the last 3 disc of the drama serial... too weird an ending... we took the 5.30pm bus and only reached back SG home at 9.30pm... phew... finally... well its rainin rainin n rainin though... dad went to buy dinner... and me... juz slackin ard...bags yet to unpack... hmm~

25 dec 06

jones woke up later then me n sis... am tired... but i cant realy slp... hmm... a lil headache though... and jones send us to our new hse... n went home... cousin n gf continue slpin til abt afternoon... lunch n slpt again... tat tired? lolx... no idea... they r goin back colleage today...

when aunt returned home... we went to collect the 700+ photos... and shopped abit at Tesco... the photos viewin took us a whole hour... haha... tats wat happens when u develop aft accumulatin so much... hmmx.. :P

24 dec 06

went to the countdown party at portuguese village... nice lights and house deco... but very very crowded... so crowded and too much bubbles spray... i dun like it... a pity jones cldnt join us... stuck in a bad jam tat he went alone to mac... and countdown in his car... haha unforgettable xmas izint it!...

aft 12+am... we left the place... and suppose to meet jones at mac... hmmm... the car went kinda bonkers we stopped for quite sometime... brought it to the nearest petrol station to cool it down... by the time we reached mac... its abt 2am... woah... and "best" the mac was on water-supply cut... yucks... i can only order a small iced lemon tea... they arent even sellin the bigger size... phattt... left ard 3am... home... chatted abit and Zzzzz...

23 dec 06

went makota shopped the whole afternoon til evenin... fetched jones and we headed pure bar... met cousin frens there... din chatted... we chatted ourselves... some malay guys came over... we realised they spiked the drinks and wanted to offer us... ewww... stupid spikers... anyway jones drank a glass of lambogini... my idea... he turned "hot"... lolx... and he drank a glass of the spiked drink... so fast we cldnt stopped him... anyway we sure took care of him and danced stil... got a lemon juice for him... bloody $8 ringgit!!!!!!!!!!!!.... left soon ard 1+am...

went K.L for supper... jones was havin a very bad headache... overdose of alcohol?... vomitted here n ther... its not the lambogini... its the spiked drink... only when he banged/shaked his head... he doesnt feel the headache.... my gawd... me n sis juz had hot tea... and we went to the car to take care of jones... cousin stil hav to chat with his other frens... hmm... mayb i shldnt ask him to down the lambogini... o_O" mayb... home at 4am...

22 dec 06

went jusco to buy food for bbq... the other cousins are comin back... kx asked jones to join us... we view his house when we fetched him... damn big house and his bed... king size! my gawd... spoilt rich kid~ his mum was very friendly :)

bbq was pretty fun... but hmm i guess the first bbq was the best... any we bathed aft the bbq and left for mac ard 12am... and returned only ard 3am... hehex~ oh yea... kx & gf quarrelled yet again... due to the gf jealousy on us -the rest of the gers cousins... yucks the gf!... jones n vincent were implicated... hahx... none of our biz...

21 dec 06

left home at 6am to go melak with dad... heavy rain.. hmm... breakfast at mac... reached melaka ard 10+am... tats fast very fast... the bus took the highway route along grandma's hse... dad asked the driver to stop by the roadside and we walked over... hehehe!

it has been rainin for days in melaka... roads were flooded and houses too... -_-"

20 dec 06

moodless to work totally
log cake from taka was nice... creamy but i like it creamy! :)

comp dinner at brewerkz... we took pictures and order sides, 2 tower of golden ale and mains... $600+++ muahahah... aft which we walked around the cannery... hed kandi is opened... nice floorin deco!... and the clinic... hospital deco... ahaha... the fashion bar was nth special... oh yea the street performance was good ;) brazilian dancers dancing ard... hehe... sexy~

19 dec 06

biz visit at regus... anne was very very pretty i like her... easy going and very friendly... shared alot with us too :) the office environment was heart warmin and has very nice sea-view... the pantry... damn welcomin! haha. sighs we cldnt go for the fri party at regus... coz its 3pm... and i will be in melaka too...hmmm...


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Saturday, December 16, 2006

fri.15dec

-chill out at home.sayyong smsed to say he'll b at gallery bar. but nahx.-

thurs.14dec

-tired.dinner at suntec NYDC.bought jeans.skirt.mango sales-croweded.home at nearly12am.-

wed.13dec

-interviewee late.raining evening.dinner at marina with zen,steven,eddia,ellen,amy,joanne.starbucks.chatted and learnt zen was yet another jerk. yucks.brainless jerk to be exact.illl.

tue.12dec

cheryl eyes swollen.so?!.guilty eh. yucks.office damn quiet. only BF1-us were self entertainin.zen came,shouted.silence.our own laughter.its weird & stil very demoralising.


Why do this to me?
Saturday, December 16, 2006

Monday, December 11, 2006

mon.11dec

fukin mon.CPU doesnt work til 9.30am.dont feel like workin.lunch food is gettin borin.pissed off when the bitch say CG doesnt sign TOP with us, it was a verbal agreement.wtf.definitely cant trust him.bloody slow lunch.suddenly zen was asked to leave, for good. and noe wat, the cheryl jus told us tat she owned up to initate all the smokin sessions. and verdict-zen was sacked for tis! i cant believe it! the point is he wanted to kick zen out too, as tat he wont hav to pay zen the 10K for jan.fukin idot!.juz a fukin excuse.btw the xmas dinner will be on 20dec.we are makin a hole on his fukin wallet.tats it!!! ARGH. very sad zen had to leave. and the most sly-cheryl. FUCK. juz becoz she cant get him, she did so.

sun.10dec

collected e monnies.hehe.spent some shoppin,minimal. the rest for savings.went temple with mum,bought flowers.donated the most ever. -all at bugis. headed chinatown, bought some belt stuffs and roasted duck-nice! yummy.home.hehe.

sat.09dec

slpt home most of the dae.went plaza dinner at mos burger.had the new salmon burger-yummy.rented vcd -helen the baby fox.touching is the word.


Why do this to me?
Monday, December 11, 2006

Saturday, December 09, 2006

fri.8Dec

work.biz visit to Panasonic.lunch with cheryl and jeline.its been awhile since i lunch with jeline. pretty fun. 3 cuppa wine chicken + rice.back to office. off to visit jocelyn to pass her the log cake. chatted. left and went to visit christine. chatted yet agian. i love her specs. hehe. she's goin sydney on the 29. & she loved my top ;)

busy again.out with the gerls.dinner at marina sq.claypot rice.bought shoes at charles & keith.green tea choco chips @ starbucks.movie at cinecathay.Trust The Man.mayb the wives should.haha.pretty nice.home home.NR3.

thurs.7Dec

1/2 day leave. cldnt wake up. my desk was a mess. interviews interviews!. gonna cross for the month. yea yea.visit to Micron. lorraine is quite pretty.chat chat.busy busy.dinner with cheryl @ suntec.shopped abit & home.

wed.6Dec

work.signs. suppose to visit Panasonic for the dae. thomas's sick. rescheduled to fri...phat.dinner was with amy.shopped abit. jaz came. chatted. home. skipped the drinkin session with them.


Why do this to me?
Saturday, December 09, 2006

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

tues.5Dec

was the 1st to reach work place at 8.27am...hmmm... the rest. stuck at MRT haha.

mon.4Dec

jocelyn is back, good. meet her on fri! heated verbal/email fight with SM. pissed with the late meeting at 6.30pm. argh!

sun.3Dec

headed down to vivocity again, 2 tops.masks.carl's junior-yummy. sis bought watches. chinatown-bought eyelashes protein for juz $16. home.

sat.2Dec

movie with bro,mum,sis-watched Open Seasons. pretty funny. packed with people & i was in the wrong dress, tough to go clothes tryin. argh. hmm dinner at WhiteDog Cafe. NICE :) salmon linguini, crabmeat linguini, cripsy duck confitti, seafood pizza. hurhurhur. home aft a lil shoppin.

fri.1Dec

work.out for awhile.home


Why do this to me?
Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Friday, December 01, 2006

thu.30nov

debbie's last dae at work. happy her. dinner at kfc. before tat was shoppin with ellen,zen,cheryl...btw todae i bought a white shirt at G2000 with my 30% disct. ;) savings of abt $20 so its cool... dinner was full... met debbie & mark at boat quay...went to numbers ktv bar.... funy encounter... every1 was trying to kill the flyin cockroach... lolx... i was too full to drink... not in the mood... left ard 11.30pm... jus home

wed.29nov

SM was late... me too... luckily i reached office a few mins juz before him... and so he forgotten abt his fukin email... mayb he shld juz contribute to the "comp funds" at $1/min for his latenes.... fukin "bitch"... so tired aft last nite.... steven n debbie's was on MC... wow.... lolx... luckily i din MC? mayb he will hav a heart attack... lolx. or mayb i shld...damn. so tired i left at 6pm... heck care... and the bus ride took 1.5hrs... argh...

tue.28nov

went geographer for its 1st bday... i gt crazy again... lolx... zen.cheryl.debbie.steven.me... opened a bottle of Matel... there were the ex singers.new singers.and more dance shows. not bad... hahax... and so i slapped zen again n again... haha... i pulled debbie's skirt n top... opps... crazy... was smsin alvin... and my smses was kinda crappy at the end... lolx... alright... home at 2am. concussseddd....

mon.29nov

fukin workin mon. fixed business visit for dec....dinner at plaza sing. ice cream at ben's n jerry... crapped.home.

sun.28nov

bunk in at home...

sat.27nov

woke up freakin early in the mornin & headed to bishan park with dad n bro for dad's comp family dae... muddy n boring... mum n sis went to melaka for relatives weddin dinner... oh yea... half way thru... me n bro left to Mac at junction 8 for breakfast... the family day thingy ended at 12+noon.... shopped abit at junction while waiting for steven.zen.cheryl... to the temple... dad n bro went home though.... bought 3 rings at $20... pretty cheap... went ktv... voice for the dae...suck... haha...

dinner at marina south. aft which the guys left for pool.cheryl went arcade-i accompanied along. tired tired. steven drove me til opp. chijmes... saw benny at the bus-stop... talked abt the staffs at the hotel... now ther's no more finance mngr... surprise. lolx.

fri.26nov.

SM was in fukin bad mood. he sent an sms sayin latecomers will be fine $1/min if we reached office aft 8.30am...WTF..he gonna pay us every min we stayed aft 6pm at $1.50/min.... if not WTF he wants... ARGH. transfered $30 to azreen...she needs it to buy present...hmm.... dinner at bugis with cheryl n steven. met sis and we headed to the pub ming yew's sis used to work... the seat was uncomfortable. first n last time... oh yea... pretty cheesy name..."one class above"... ther was a good ktv customer though... haha. sings realy well. oh and free play of pool from 5pm onwards... quite cool for tat...

left at abt 12am... every1 was damn tired... cheryl has left ard 11pm... hmm... sis met steph to pass her the bday card... and we cabbed home on our neighbour's cab.... haha... the charged us only $10 despite the midnite charges. nice! :)

.home weekend.


Why do this to me?
Friday, December 01, 2006

Thursday, November 23, 2006

thurs 23nov

had subway-bacon+egg+cheese bagel and coffee for breakfast... not much resume...hmmm sent some secretaries to adrain... went Asian Kitchen for lunch, i had zha jiang la mian... & we shared the fried prawn cake.... hehehx.... full very full, shopped abit.... was slpy the entire period aft lunch.... anyway Denise signed the LOA and will start work on next mon! ;) 1st co-broke case with steven... nice.

wed 22nov

work.lunch and the dae had to end with the damn de-brief. rush to marina sq with ellen,cheryl & zen for movie.... watched the 'Happy Feet', we got a plush Mambo soft toy too... coz we bought 4tixs... i took it haha... the show cute and somewat funny, however purpose-less... got sis call aft the movie... she broke my stuff again.... & in anger.... i broke my heels n my fingernail... fuk... ellen went to buy a slipper with me....zen left first.... and 3 of us had dinner at Long John.... den home.

tue 21nov

-lost- ...as usual.


Why do this to me?
Thursday, November 23, 2006

Monday, November 20, 2006

mon 20nov

work.phat.logged on to apply 1/2day leave for dad.mornin was hectic & chaos.kelvin was on MC.hwee ming was disappointin.anne was upset n confused.SW got the regus Job.sis goin for interview tml. lunch was not satisfying.DFS case closed.meeting bored.home.raining.cold.carrot cake from bukit timah market.watched "So u Think u can Dance 3".time to blog.

sun 19nov

mum cooked wanton mee.packed my cupboard.arranged the clothes into the Muji boxes i bought.stil short of 2 boxes.hmm.head down to town with mum n sis.they shopped at metro.nth.went to Muji again. bought 2 more boxes.mango candy & chocolate snacks.another muji stamp.home.packed the remainin clothes.slp.

sat 18nov

went to bugis.mum wants to shop.OG.temple was renovating.cleanin-up.iced mocha latte.caramel frappacino & raspberry cheesecake.Starbucks.960.home.changed.met alan n samantha @ bangkit lrt station.headed up to peifang's bday party.crowded.damn packed.nt much E2 classmates.zhong zheng,wei yue,jing hui, xiurong still the same.home at abt 11pm.tv til late.

fri 17 nov

work.dinner.went to salsa pub.with ellen,cheryl,zen n steven.left at 11pm.home.tv

thurs 16 nov

work.lunch was terrific.lunch with jocelyn & zen.at Asian kitchen. fulfillin full.fried prawn cake,pork chop la mian,pork chop fried rice,prawns fried rice, dou miao,tofu,gyoza, avocado shake,mango sago...$70 :)

wed 15nov

work.cheryl bday.pink smiley cake.dinner at hongkong cafe.maggie mee+luncheon meat+egg+veggies for me.movie "Step-Up" with amy and ellen.700 home.

tues 14 nov

reluctant to return to work.phatt.home.


Why do this to me?
Monday, November 20, 2006

Monday, November 13, 2006

mon 13 nov

back from melaka! hurhurh not workin on a mon -shiok! here i am at home using the net... life's good like tat on a mon... and i cant believe when marcus says he's now a teacher.... tats it for the students... haha... and ling finally uploaded all the photos taken at her 21st hehe :)

sun 12 nov

make full use of the dae... shopped at Tesco. went to buy tml tickets back to SG.car broke down, havin "fever". cabbed down to Makota $15 Ringgit... hmm... the ride was bumpy some how, ewww... bought the movie tix for 7.30pm show, the Death Note. not too bad. pretty investigative :) shopped quite abit... bought clothers, hp accesories, hair accesories, sandals :) headed across the road to the new shoppin mall (mostly branded shops)... nth much to buy though... haha but i saw a very nice Esprit watch... rm$300+ but damn special! aft movie, second uncle came to fetch us home.

one day of shoppin since mornin. tired. head to bed.

sat 11 nov

mornin! goin to melaka... to visit the developer for our hse... hmm... received 43 keys... scary or wat!... had chicken rice, not too bad... headed to granny's hse first.... den went over to check out the house to c if ther's any problems... hmm... quite a no... well well...

watched tv an went to jusco in the evenin... bought clothes again... haha :) soon its nite time.

fri 10 nov

when to the national library drama centre for peter's talk... pretty interestin, he's a logo, illustration designer from the uk... everything ended ard 11+am... lunchedd at the foodcourt... shoppede abit... well well... made an appointment with carmen... finally hav to time... was rainin abt 2pm... and i shopped again at far-east... haha... long time nv shop like tat... bought slip-ins as well :) hehex

home. dinner. pack my stuffs for melaka short trip.

watch the korean show "Go Home" shown on tv... abt a granny and her grandchild... nice :) slpt at 1+am. woops


Why do this to me?
Monday, November 13, 2006

Thursday, November 09, 2006

thurs 9Nov

kelvin got e job... 4.5mths contract @ $1700... finally aft helpin him to find a job for 3 weeks... and note tat he hasnt been workin for like almost a year... pretty bad employment history...
a hoo-ha btw karan (e candidate with arithris some medical problem, of 4 days she only worked 1 day... very sad, sighs) & karan (fellow colleague)... faints...

left at 6.05pm... met azreen to go marina square for the Noise.SG invite :) hehe got my goodie back~ inside had a CD and pringles!, glenn ong was the host... hmm i dun like him... left for Long John's shortly... shopped abit... but sighs... din get any stuffs... i wanted to get a nice flats... hmmx!

cheryl called me to join zen n steven n her for drinks... but nah... guess beter return home with ryn... nt in for drinkin today...

i will be off tml!!! will be attendin Peter Chadwick @ 10am... woohoo~ one of the 40 invites for Noise artists :) hehehex. and hav to remind Jo to settle the temp employment for shangwei~

wed 8Nov

my appraisal dae... long bloody talk... and tat bitch realised my forte is to fill temp positions... oh yea~ got e increment... alrite... not too bad... haha!

dinner with amy at Ten Mile... den shopped at Seng Siong supermarket for pantry stuffs... with the $50 stingy budget from SM... eww... we bought quite alot of stuffs.... at $59++... not too bad... home.

tues 7Nov

work sux. went watch the Convenant with karan and steven... its jux alright... how cum nowadays movies not so nice anymore! hmph!... waiting to watch the Happy Feat on 23rd nov... hehehex

saw the Texas Chainsaw imitate... bloody gross... lolx... but cool! :) tried to saw me... but too bad. din work. HAHA home... tml will be tired again.

mon 6Nov

mon blues blues blues. meeting sux sux sux.


Why do this to me?
Thursday, November 09, 2006

Sunday, November 05, 2006

sun 5nov

woke up by a mms, some1 sent me a carebear mms, no idea who it was. hmm. continue to slp till 2+pm.. lolx. mum's bday, din bought her anything though. well. and the fukin bro has been been screamin for the past 35mins, he can continue. coz he wants to use the internet. not to mention he has been usin it since mornin. none of his share til i finish, tats it.

sat 4nov

woke up early.today cable ski at east coast.under boss expenses.met the rest at mac for a quick breakfast first. the ski was pretty fun. all of us drank tat salty 'lagoon' water as we fall. yucks. ended the ski at 12.20noon. lunch at the hawker centre nearby aft the clean-up.had salted vegetable duck soup.shared with karan.steven drove cheryl.debbie.me to bugis. we went to the temple.headed home. super tired.

slpt ard an hour, dragged myself up.time to go ling's hse for her bday.met shangwei at admiralty mrt control station.i took cab there.was kinda wasted. when we reached, only sayyong was ther.finally met up with ling's dad again.he came back from shanghai with ling on the 3rd. the party, ard 15pax turned up. everything ended ard 10.45pm.sayyong,sw and me went to novida.sayyong is member. he signed the rest,my colleagues in to dragonfly for free.9 of them. novida was latin and classy, meant more for latin dancers and the rich. zen,cheryl,amy,karan,debbie,joanne,ellen & cheryl frens din like dragonfly, they came out only aft a short while. novida was alrite only. me,ellen n sw n cheryl frens stayed at novida for a while more. the rest headed to double O.

cheryl's frens decide to stay at novida while me,sw n ellen went over to dragonfly to take a look. jus a look. nt nice. quite ah beng n ah lian. den we cabbed down to meet the others. me n sw din quite like the retro music at double O so we went downstairs to O Bar. r&b.

at O bar we had vodka ribena & vodka orange. diluted. hmm. headed back to double O at ard 2pm. the music changed to r&b. weird. to statisfied the crowd i guess. so we danced til 4am. headed towards the hawker for drinks. cabbed our way home. ard 5am. showered n lay in.

fri 3nov

work was slow.sighs.some case closed.dinner with cheryl.zen.steven.amy. shopped the bugis street a lil.dinner was at KFC.how chickeny.haha.went over to Icon.most shops closed.went home not too long aft.a packed sat awaiting us all.

thurs 2nov

took 1/2 day. was too tired. zen n steven was on mc. lolx. naturally SM showed a fukin black face. so?!. heck care. left work ard 6.15pm. went peninsular for tat interview. the office was empty. new company again. scary. bored. called cheryl but she was with her frens for dinner already. i shopped abit and went home. dinner from Newton circus, wasnt tat nice though. watch tv. wrapped the present for ling's 21st. slp at 2am.

wed 1nov

work. dinner steven, and cheryl. drank at a pub in tanjong pagar. raining cats n dogs. zen came ard 10+ to meet us.

tue 31oct

wished kevin happy bdae. work. dinner with cheryl.karan.zen.steven. alvin and mark joined us... home pretty late. slp.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, November 05, 2006

Monday, October 30, 2006

back trackin...

mon 30 oct

yet another tiring monday wat can i say... pretty fun to joke ard... now now its seems like cheryl is the fun :) but the meetin was "swords" exchanged verbally on BF2, cheryl got the worst attack frm SM... left at 7pm... got a call tml i hav an interview... not very excited abt tat though... slpt on the bus... den i woken up by the big bag of tis ger... it juz hit in my face... wtf! for tis i hate big bag... at least the carrier shldnt hav allow it to hit any1 right... faints...

alvin sms to say he prob wont hit his target... well well... 1 more day left for the month... gd luck to him den... now waiting for 12midnite to wish KT happi b'dae... den its slpin time...

sun 29 oct

spent half the day slpin... figurin out wat to get for Gab's bdae... its oways a headache gettin present... hmm~ >_< & how cum weekends pass so quickly!

sat 28 oct

was dragged out to go grandpa hse... alrite... reached ther ard 10+am... reached there i particularly lay on the sofa and slpt... although the show on tv was nice... i cldnt giv a damn anymore... not to mention i juz got home at 4+am... hahax...

lunch/breakfast at burger king... had the French Chicken sandwich meal... at tiong bahru plaza... den shopped abit and went home... slpt from 3 - 5+pm den cheryl called... askin me to go ktv... with steven and karan... onz! :) hurhur... went chinatown Kbox... $18 per pax from 7.30pm till 10.30pm... i reached at 8pm though... cldnt really sing... my voice was low for the dae! funny ah... lolx

called azreen aft the ktv to wish her hapi bday... i almost forgot to be true... sighs... i am gettin forgetful... well... she was home for her 21st bdae... cryin... i tot tis time tat bastard bf will be ther for her 21sst... but... sad... nv knew y she wants to stick with him... poor gal... so i told her its ok... my 21st aint too fanciful as well... to be true... bdaes are boring... when its not surprise prepared by others for u... den its BORING~... birthday is oways like dinner lo... movie lo... watever...

went supper at the porridge house... we chatted abt the comp... and fellow colleagues... and all of us... knew we are in a bloody bad company... well... they decide to go home at 12midnite... yea... every1 is tired stil from last nite lil partying...

home... tv... slp!

fri 27 oct

worked... closed the regus position, thx to hwee ming :) she's a gd candidate... work was slow esp when u dont feel like workin... its friday~... the email server was down anyway... yucks...

met sis at 7pm at Plaza Singapura... went to buy Gab's prezzie... bits here and there... lolx... even went little india to tk the peacock lightings photos... muahah.... reached home nearly 12midnite... den i got karan's call... zen asked to meet at clarke quay to drink... rare tat stephen is able to come out to drink... coz his controllin wife is out for the dae... ahh... haha... alrite i met them ard 1+ am at the Geographer... the place had did some renovating... we played the glass + coins + burnt tat tissue paper game... lolx... pretty fun... we left ard 3+am... took cab home alone... so so damn slpy! hurhurhur... oh yea forgot to mention there was me, cheryl, karan, zen & stephen...

popppped inttoooo bed!

thurs 26 oct

work lo~ awaitin fri...!

wed 25 oct

back to work from PH, makes tis dae seems like a mon :(

tues 24 oct

PH! -slp at home slp at home! lolx & watched the show on channel 5, so funy~ "Daddy Daycare"


Why do this to me?
Monday, October 30, 2006

Monday, October 23, 2006

hmmm i think recently i hav memory-loss problem.... hmm... i guess work does kills braincells /memory cells bah!... argh...

mon - wed (16 Oct - 18 Oct) -LOST.

basically thurs (19 Oct) i met jocelyn to discuss the rates, yet again... saddening...

fri (20 Oct), return home aft work, tired leh! went online, checked out Sees blog, sent her a sms, pretty saddening to c her blog... hmm~

sat (21 Oct) went chinatown, watch 'The Prestige' the show was alrite only, not as interestin as i expected... anyway i bought a dress... dun ask y, i duno... but its fukin cheap $28, doesnt look cheap so no worries... haha

sun (22 Oct), slp in~ hurhur, watched 'My Tutor Friend' on Channel U, funny, i like the female lead. :)

mon (23 Oct) , workin... sighs! most clients are off for the day, a pretty quiet day~


Why do this to me?
Monday, October 23, 2006

Sunday, October 15, 2006

sun: slp in. went Bugis. shopped abit. home. tv. slp!

sat: slpt til late noon. went queensway shoppin centre & ikea. ate mushroom claypot chicken. home. got sms from alvin. met alvin n fren to go east coast. eat again. salted veggie duck soup. not bad. chatted till abt 2am. drive home. a pretty relax sat. shower. slp.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, October 15, 2006

Saturday, October 14, 2006

cut it short.

mon: work.home.slp

tue: work.eat dinner with colleagues.chat.white bar.home.slp.

wed: slp-in.took mc. go movie with marcus @ the Cathay. it was 'you,me & dupree'.home.slp

thurs: back to work. got news some1 opened my drawer. wtf. was given an agreement by fukin "bitch". abt protectin client info for the comp. nt able to work in the recruitment line if we leave tis fuked-up co. totally ridiculous. home. tv.slp

fri: work. "talk" with "bitch" regards to the agreement with joanne & ellen. some din signed. but the 3 of us had to, esp. we're perm. staffs. cant tk tis. visit amy at SGH. chatted. dinner with zen.joey n joey's bf. joey n bf waited for my bus with me. chatted more. home. online. chat with lance. watch tv. slp


Why do this to me?
Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sunday, October 08, 2006

sun.8Oct.

slp.rest.slack @ home. the weekend was tiring. nth is more impt den rest now.

sat.7Oct.

mornin was a kill. tat damn workshop @ Gallery Hotel was pretty much meaningless. every1 was slpy. the awards ceremony, very much as expected. our team, BF1 got the 'Best Co-broking Team' award.... and the prize. a trophy -silver. silver plastic to be exact. cheapo boss. oh yea and i forgot to mention the breakfast. pathetic is the word. imagine a 2 metre table with juz a plate of tiny sandwiches. how "nice".

tea-break was juz mini spring rolls and mini custard puffs. pretty yummy. but stil. sighs.

lunch was erm. not nice. btw the Cable Ski was post-poned. coz the PSI was a damn 120. too hazy for anything. the bunch of us went to KTV. each $10. so its cheap for beer n 4hrs of singing.pool n fun.

alex called and asked wher i was. i hate tis question. esp when he always asked me! argh. den cont to asked how cum i din call him to wake him up. i hung up with other much talkin with him, i hav nth to talk to him. i smsed him "y do u oways ask me to giv u morning calls, i hope u understand we are no strings attached and i am not into any commitments." finally.

if not he want to bother me til when. nv understand the way guys think n do things. turns me off. in juz a short period of time.

some of us decide to go 'Geographer' later at night. a thai pub, recommended by debbie. debbie, karan, me din went home. we went to plaza sing. for arcade n dinner n chat. zen, joey n amy went home first. cheryl too.

debbie bf came to join us for dinner n to Geographer.

we met at Clark Quay, ther was Oktoberfest n Mardi Gras goin on- nice! :) zen, joey, joey's bf n frens came at 10+pm. cheryl came ard 11+pm, so did amy. the thai singers. well u noe, pretty faces but they cant quite sing the eng n chi songs well, i rather they sing their own langugage songs, it will be nicer. the gers were hot hot hot. in damn hot pants n mini skirts. haha. erm, typical thai style.

debbie, me n karan were in tee, shorts n slippers. Lolx. who say we cant club like tat. cool huh. haha. not to mention i was stil carrying my bro's Puma bag, which i left at the seat.

we opened a bottle of Chivas $148 nett, shared by 7. so each $21. cheap. i had too much drinks, bloated and puked. opps. oh yea n karan bought me the plastic flowers garland... haha... those were meant to be bought for the singers/performers. $10 each not cheap. hmm. i puked on mine, so karan bought another one for me again. haha. :) so fun! we danced like crazy. well nobody cares, so its cool. we left ard 3+am. so so so tired! not forgettin i woke up at 6am.

reached home.bathe.in deep slp str8 away.

fri.6Oct.

reno called us again for the yoga trials. so pissed. i called him back on behalf of myself, joanne n amy to tell him we are not interested right in the face. settled. finally. cant take another week of him calling us daily. my god!

decide not to go anywher. tml gotta wake up early. lookin forward to the cable ski, not the workshop. its the mid-autumn festival today, but no candles burnin, its so damn hazy for the day. eekkss.

thurs.5Oct.

worked.closed the AXA position.home early coz boss was on half-day haha.

wed.6Oct.

tired. i haven got enuf slp! emily case was closed as well. she gotten such a good offer! increment of $1400 + $13+K paid to her for compensation of the bonus she will lose out from the prev. comp. wow.

obviously home aft work.

tues.5Oct.

ellen's back from Germany. lunch was fun, all 4 in. met alex to go to his fren's weddin dinner. hmm. saw him and again, ill. how cum he's so black n white clothed all the time n i suppose he badly need a hair cut. faints. he so Ah Beng la! kaoz. cant stand, and the purpose of going to the weddin dinner, to c if he's anyway related to Auntie Helen aka my God-mother... heard from amy tat he's into Liondance Group since yrs back.

and so i really see Auntie Helen at the weddin dinner. alex was shocked to find out tat she's my real God-mother. well she's like he's 'teacher's wife' aka 'Si-Mu'. she asked who i came along, i pointed at alex and said fren. haha.

the dinner was fukin slow. it ended like 11+pm. sighs. left for home aft the last dish. alex asked if i will go with him to another weddin dinner on sat, i said no. crazy! haha.

mon.4Oct.

mon blues. and keith's rejection of the job offer without a valid explaination pissed me off. big time. and tat jeffrey from tat fukin 'forest' cpa is an idot.

bad mon.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sunday, October 01, 2006

well lets jus do away mon - thurs....

as for fri (29 Sept 06)

- tat bitch was on half day so :) haha... once he left... we browse through Jeline's photos... she juz got back from Tokyo... left for home ard 6.15pm....

mum was out for dinner... so i went mac to eat... and meet amy at the bus stop @ 9.30pm... we are meetin the rest of the colleagues at party world.... namely cheryl, karan, joey, zen, debbie, steve n his wife jeline... we sang n craze till 2.30pm... after which was home... so damn damn tired... and we all kinda lost our voice.... haha! and next sat nite we are plannin for clubbin...

30 Sept 06...

went to Ming Arcade for my tattoo... and movie at The Cathy " Little Red Flowers" a picturehouse movie... abt this boy... so cute... and y he rebel and isolate himself from the others... all becuz of adults broken promises... sighs... poor boy...

bought shoes and a lighting glass... haha... another day tat i spent too much.... opps.

1st Oct 06...

slpt 1/2 of the day... and its the last children day for brother... he's juz kinda fuked up... asked if he wants to go dinner n movie.... he din even ans a single bloody word... then abt 5.30pm... he said he was ready to go... mum already cooked and the movie Stay Alive was starting at 6.15pm... KAOX!.... how cum guys can be like tat... fuked up guys.... spoiler... and me n sis decided not to go already... den bro say he's not goin... wat the!... and besides he wanted to watch Rob B Hood... jackie chan movie... we oso cant make it for the 7pm show... and so the decision was 8.15pm... faints... wat time to reach home like tat!.... i sometimes realy hate goin out on Sunday... fuked up.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, October 01, 2006

Sunday, September 24, 2006

23.09

reached home at like 5am... slp slp til noon, up for lunch den slp again... all e way till 5.30pm... checked wit sharon if we're meeting... nope it was cancelled... lulu make things so ugly... she expect sharon to drive always... so when sharon says she's nt drivin, lulu say she's not feeling well... den sharon ask y not meet somewher near lulu's place... lulu suggested Wala... den sharon mention mayb she will ask brandon along... (sharon bf)... lulu ask "does ur bf drives?"... totally pissed sharon off... well well if i were sharon i will be pissed as well... wat is lulu thinkin?... no car, no fren?! she sucks big time, almost all the time

anyway headed chinatown with mum, bro n sis... the lanterns display were nice... had dinner... at the street stalls... hokkien mee, satay beehoon, pau, fried banana, wu xiang, ah boiling peanut soup with tang yuan, cold chesnut drink... sounds like a feast... haha

shopped abit... bought mooncake & a pair of heels... den walked all the way to the bus interchange area for 190... coz the road was closed till 11pm... reached home near 12... sheesh~

22.09

work was busy... sales was slow... and the month is ending... lookin forward to the comin PH!!! made an appointment with carmen, afterwhich i met sis... had dinner at Mac's... shopped abit and went for a movie at Cine, "John Tucker Must Die"... pretty funny... met Ming Yao n Wee Kiat at PS... and tat crazy Ming Yao went to get the ah-gua number (he-she is workin @ 7-11, keep smiling... faints)

meet marcus ard 4am... he offered to come fetch me... but wat abt sis... (coz he's ridin bike..) so met him at plaza instead lo... passed me back my cd... like finally!... headed home shortly... am beat.

21.09

work. met William at The Cathay to watch 'The Banquet', the graphics and story werent too bad... but the endin... was rather disappointing... well well... impression of zhang zi yi in the movie... a greedy lady... and she looks like a hooker to me... phaattt... when the movie ended... it was about 9+pm... starving... went to basement to had Japanese food... Katsu Don for me... not very nice... so next time dun go the restaurant!...

decided to go home... he offered to send me to my door... oh well.. alrite...

reached home. bathe. slp.

20.09

work. home. watch 'Bu Ye Cheng' on channel U... Yishun Ave 1 was a place for car lovers who "edits" their car with the best sound system...paint... blah blah... and the restaurant at 2 Murray Street... serves some Cactus dish! wow... haha... and the flowers wholesaler i suppose... near Thomson Road is cool~ 24hrs i guess... sleep.

19.09

work. home. slp

18.09

work. meeting... bad interview numbers... wat to do... not my fault ehx... tired. very tired. i hate mondays totally! argh. home. slp.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, September 24, 2006

Sunday, September 17, 2006

17.09

i slpt @ 7am... haha... well coz i slpt at 6pm-12midnite for 16.09... tired... juz very tired... like i say i duno y... i guess i am juz sick of everything... and earnin money shall be my goal...

woke up at 2+pm... bathe and had lunch at 3pm... messed up lifestyle... yea... who cares!... do wat i like is wat i care... went to grandpa hse... mum, bro n sis already there... browse through the Ikea magazine... nice if i can hav a small place of my own... well... sighs... laters...

decide to watch a movie for the day... went tiong bahru to watch The Host with sis n bro... pretty nice... its abt wat your closest will do for u... but too bad the lil girl died... but she was brave enuf...

oh yar... bought 2 skirts frm double index at $15 :)... a top at $26.90... alrite.. i spent again... well... juz feel like spendin... haha... mrt cum bus home at 9.15pm...

home... i guess i shld slp soon too...


Why do this to me?
Sunday, September 17, 2006

Saturday, September 16, 2006

15.09

i prob hav tired bugs all over me. i am stil tired even if i slp early. weird. woke up slightly earlier today, packed my stuffs to my new bag, tonite its girls nite out.

he handed us the $100 after the email Jo sent him for reminder. we mux hav it. SM say ther will be some1 joinin us soon, another one. phatt. so sick of the ever high turnover rate.

we only left office at 6.30pm. it was drizzling. sighs. took cab from kallang to Waterfront and walked over to waterplace for the "oktoberfest"... and it turns out to be showrooms for condo sales... nice place, but not for us ladies yet. haha. there's free dinner and German beer though. we left at 9pm to head to Boat Quay.

initially intend to go White Bar (KTV pub), but its crowded and smokey... headed BQ Bar (food music bar)instead... the drinks were fairly priced, full of ang mohs but the music was nice... fun people and crowd... :) 12 noon and we headed to Sentimental (KTV pub)... amy wanted to go... ig uess to c if joseph will be ard... but nah he wasnt... Jo let after a glass of Heinekein... i had 2... we sang our songs... and left at 3.30am... alex came by... din accompany him though he asked... i am very very very tired. cab home with amy.

14.09

reached office on the dot. SM greeted me mornin... weird. karan reached at 9+am, he oso greeted her mornin... tryin to b nice huh, scare we oso resign haha. dae was pretty slow, lunch at wanton mee was bad, standard drop, and its gettin filthy. yucks.

left at 6.30pm. visit grandpa at SGH, he goin home tml. and he cant rem. my name. had porridge for dinner, had spring onion frog legs as well, yum. i bought a shirt at $18, headed home afterwhich. tired.

13.09

still tired. anyway jessie met bob (dbs hr) for the LOA, says she need to consider, wth, guess as much she wont take the job. and the fukin problem is becoz of her case, my rates are screwed.

argh. home for bed. sinyee last day with the comp. 4 cases of resignation, how bad can things get.

12.09

late again. wat to do i dun feel like goin to work at all. SM wasnt happy of coz who cares. am leavin early today oso.

11.09

late for work. meeting sux, we asked for the $100 we deserve. anyway glynnis left us. (the consultant tat join less than a month. and SM fukin disgraced karan for her sales figures.

10.09

bunk in.


Why do this to me?
Saturday, September 16, 2006

Saturday, September 09, 2006

09.09 (sat)

was dragged up to go to grandpa's hse... didnt stay for very long... left and had lunch and the nearby foodcourt... i bought 2 hp stick-ons from japan ($12.70) in total... the boss was a japanese... and the stick on was good (trial and tested by 4d3L) lolx...

home... watched 10 vcd of 'Jin San Soon' for the day... i intend to cont later... haha... i din want to go out for the weekend... i want to be well before next fri! :)

08.09 (fri)

went to work sickly... settle my interview for the mornin... and told SM am goin back 1/2 day to see the doctor... was coughin badly for the day since mornin... and my sore throat... the pain can be felt in my ears as well... its tat bad...

no lunch at home... went to c doctor... i refused to take the cough syrup... (i finished 2 bottles and it doesnt helps so no point)... I asked for lozenges instead... $22 and 1/2 day MC... went to had duck noodles... e porridge stall has closed for the day... sighs...

din realy feel like goin for the interview... for the income auditor position... its quite a walk from the bus stop... faints... mum accompany me... bought a light beidge color bag and the shoppin centre nearby $65/ made in japan ;) i noe i noe bag again... haha but wat to do... i like it!

home... its very inconvenient to go home from tat place... i think better not work ther... but den again... the hotel is very very nice and quite high tech :) 5 stars... their workin hrs 9-6! (nice) when i reached the office at 6.30pm... most pple has already left for the dae (the accounts department)... the work volumn was 9 times lesser than when i worked in RC Hotels... but den again... it seems like their budget for the position is quite low... (think i wont consider tat... hmm) besides the financial controller is quite new there... he asked if i wld accept $1500 (he's crazy or wat? i earned ther or more now...) i told him tat will depends on the overall package...

went bugis to take 960 home... phew... tired... after e medication... alex called... asked where i was and was quite puzzled y i am home on the weekend (nt tat i wanted... i juz want to get well and hav lotsa rest...hehe)...he wont be workin on sun as well... hmmm...there's somethin abt him... i like his character... but not his lifestyle though... very 'chiong' haha...

slept at 2+am. zzZzzz

07.09 (thurs)

got alex sms to wake him up at 12noon

my eyes were a line... i cld hardly open them... am late anyway... i almost knock on my keyboard...

ard 12.55noon den i realised i forgot to call alex... faints.. i called and his phone was engaged... ah he's awake... phew... nv knew y he wanted me to giv him mornin calls though... hmmm....

lunch was quiet... jo was kinda angry with amy... with a very small matter... well at times jo can be very un-understandin and selfish... phattt...

SM passed jo our BF1 (3pax) $100 reward (nt very rewarding for $40+K sales)... hmm... and we decide to save it for aft e "Oktoberfest event" (next fri) "outing"...

cough is worse... sore throat is confirmed back... phattt.

06.09 (wed)

the 'norm' dae... and the sore throat juz got worst... Dr Steven Ang medicine... i finished it all... the cough is stil as bad... or worst i shld say...

cont' the SWOT analysis and SM talked abt transparency and honesty... good... and i shot him back abt being transparent and honest with the company's sales... if not how will we noe if the comp is makin money and how much is he givin us for variable bonus... he went quiet and said... 'of course... of course... i have yet to find out the formula... i will check with the accountant..." rubbish isnt it!...

its abt 7+pm now... went Mad Flemming with amy and ellen... drank Hoegarden, had pizza and fried wings... i only drank 1/2 pint... (tis is a torture... half pint... my gawd!)... too bad am still havin the irritatin cough and sore throat is comin back... argh... i cldnt care much...

we chatted... and i pop e question to amy "u like Joseph (her ex of abt 2 yrs) more than ur current bf (of 4 yrs)?"... and she answer str8: "yes..." and ellen questioned y they broke and stuffs... its quite understandable... the way joseph lives... doesnt quite fit wit amy's lifestyle... love is complicated... and yes amy mentioned if joseph had tried to woo her back harder... she will be with him again... (btw joseph is alex fren and so they shared the same kinda lifestyle)

we all left for home ard 10.30pm... wish it was fri...

05.09 (tue)

he's back... stan. i mean... and so he called... picked up e call... and tried to ask me questions again to start a conversation... hanged up not long aft... he smsed... ask abt the umbrella... and whether i can meet him this week... "nope... see first... (i dun think so at all)..." was my reply...

and he replied..."u mean we wont meet again? i thought we were stil together last week.."

wtf is wrong wit this guy.... damn stan. who does he think he is... craps... its all one-sided love by him and he knew me less than a month to even be so questionin... and cant he get it tat he shld back off and we shld juz be frens... and now i guess we shldnt remain frens... taken into account the fact he treats his frens/colleagues rudely... yucks... turn off...

anyway my reply to his tat sms... "since when were we together... can u kindly leave me alone for now... thanks." (and tis ends it all) his reply " sorry... i wont bother u anymore... take care..."

finally... wat a day. not to mention the day ended with the half way finised SWOT... tat stupid SM wanted to talk abt... 7.30pm... my god!

gt a call from Roland for interview on fri... alright and i fixed it at 6.15pm....(amara hotel)

04.09 (mon)

it suxs to be back at work when u r stil sick... meeting day... and Jo was on leave... SM blabbered abt the sales again... and blahblahblah as usual...

stan. called to ask wat was the movie title i mention (he's in malaysia) i know he's bein nice but everythin he does has made me 'upset'... i dun like things to be tis fast... and the Fact. I Dont Like him. and so i replied.. "Euro Trip..."... he said i hav been findin for sometime... i guess they dont sell it here..." me: "it doesnt matter alright... bye..."

silence from his end... Silence is good.

on the bus home i am so tired... slpt.

03.09 (sun)

basically am home the whole dae... bunkin in hurhurh :) shiok... probably due to the medication effects too -_-"


Why do this to me?
Saturday, September 09, 2006

Saturday, September 02, 2006

02.09 (sat)

woke up early... went to singapore poly with bro n mum... bro was selected out of many Gunbound players... to compete for the SEA... games n games world championship (GGWC) event... winners get to fly to korea for free for the competition.. unfortunately... in his row of 4 pax... he was 1 of the 2 tat was out... 1 of the player was a ger who got champion last SG competition and went to bangkok for another competition as well... anyway one of bro's gunbound play mate came to see him play... hmmm bro was kinda sad he had lost... but he understood tat the other players were even stronger... and tat he was the youngest, 12 yrs old... the rest were mostly sec sch guys or guys in their early 20s...

bro is such a gamer.

went to redhill to buy medicine... damn exp. $66... hmmx...

had lunch at Scotts Ajisen... ramen ramen... ton toro ramen was nice... my miso vegetable ramen was ok only... and mum had crayfish ramen... total was $56+ with 3 side dishes, 3 hot green tea and peach yogurt mochi ;) hurhur.

shopped at OG... ther's sales... bought a shirt, a tee and dad's socks. sis came to meet me... we went to meet steph while she was havin her breaktime.. they chatted for awhile... and soon we went home... so tired we slpt on the bus...

suppose to meet mum n dad to go dinner... but decided to head home and ask them to buy back... haha!... realy tired... home finally. slacked ard.

goin slp, tml stil goin grandpa's hse.

01.09 (fri)

bad morning... stan called again!... early in the mornin... my god... din answer... and so he msged to say tat he thought it through and noe its his fault... apologize again... argh

slow paced work... eyes cld nearly open... stan called at noon... answered and spoke without interest... he acted stupid and asked abt me meetin himt he next week so he can pass me the umbrella... wat the fuk!... put down the fone... den he smsed to say... the chat was relaxin.. and tat its his fault he tried too hard to pls me the past few days... mentioned tat i was the kind of ger with the characters he always wanted... utterly crapx.

i was quite very sick now... met mum to dinner at plaza... the clinic was closed... so i cldnt buy my medicine :( the cough is killing me already... big time.

stan msged again to say tat honey water is good for sorethroat... and blah.. (smsed coz i din pick up his call again) dont he ever get it?!... i hav got a nut-case pestering me. Help. 999

31.08 (thur)

got a few orders... faints... hmmm... sharon called... sayin to meet up with stanley n brandon... she wanted to speak to stan. abt the problem... anyway hav agreed to go to Expo... for the Comex fair... alritey... very tired... i din wish to speak so i left everything to sharon n brandon... besides i was fumin inside... coz he's so irritating... forcing to hold my hand. imagine tat! crapz.

every1 was later than 7.30pm... fuked up, so tired and stil waiting... alex called me to chat with me how nice :) hehe... stan reached first... and told i was angry... nope i was fuken irritated!... tried to "calm" me like i was a baby... WTF... it juz gross me out... called mum to call me... and chatted all the way til sharon came... pissed... very pissed... dinner was Orange Julius bacon n cheese hotdog bun... faints

the guys took the damn long time to get the stuffs... basically... its stan who took the longest time!... argh... til the place closed... brandon suggested Bedok Blk 85... the minced meat noodle soup base was yummy! :)... tat stan ordered other fried food stuffs and wanted me to eat... nuts or wat?... am havin the cough and the sorethroat is comin back... juz cant be bother with him...

sharon n brandon spoke to him... and he apologize and apologize... via sms... called me, but i don c a point to answer his call... den he started bein lame to ask me when i want to collect my umbrella from him... told him i dun need it... he can hav it... he insisted on returnin... by meetin me... KAOX... such person exist in the world... i cant stand tis man!... i didnt bother to reply his sms anymore.

tired. very tired. slpt. nightmare.

30.08 (wed)

i cant really remember wat went on at work i was brain dead... met sharon for lunch at Mos burger...

told him all abt tat stan. i cant stand his pestering anymore... not to mention its very pressure-Rising!.. she totally understood... and she mentioned she will 'kai dao' stanley... lolx tat will be cool...

ended work at 6.30pm... headed town to meet ling and shangwei... at Wheelock Fish n Co... shangwei stil the same old boyish look! haha... tanned and nice dress sense... :) different from wat he was 4yrs ago... long time fren... lolx... ling was late again... faints... we ordered seafood platter... and new york fish n chips... nice :) and ther was 2 birthdays goin on in the restaurant... pretty fun.. :) and so ling is go back shanghai on fri, 1st Sept...

home.

29.08 (tue)

work was slow... not much candidates available... sheesh

stan. called and sms again... told him str8 i wasnt free to tok... even if he made time at work to call me for awhile... such a pester.. he wanted to meet me today... told him am goin for interview... he mentioned he dont mind... told him sister was meeting me for dinner... coz no food at home... he actually asked me to tell my sister to meet her gf or go walk alone... fuk!... no way... i mentioned not to meet him... and he insisted to come along... cant stand it..

went for interview... sarah was a nice person... but the package and job she mentioned... i dont like it at all... i knew i will get the job... but i will decline... hmm...

after interview he called... phaatt... sis was waitin downstairs for me as well... we met... had dinner at Pastamania... he cldnt decide wat to eat... (and the place was wher he mention to hav dinner for... wat the hell...) i din wait... went order myself, for my own... very tired the whole dae...

he held my hand... i rejected emotionally... did he juz tot tat i will held some1 hand when i even noe them like lesser than a month... esp when i dun like tat some1 (him)... faints!... the shops were all closing... he still dragged to go home... me n my sis juz walked to humour him... very tired to even speak... soon i say... go home already... and he damn asked y?... and so i said "den u want to help those pple close shop izit!... besides i am very tired!..." and we headed home. Finally! my gosh!

28.08 (mon)

monday was super blue... my throat got abit better but nt the cough... work sux.. headed str8 home aft the meeting... phatt

got a call from Sarah (Marriott Vacation Club)... to hav an interview with her tml... oki..


Why do this to me?
Saturday, September 02, 2006

27.08 (sun)

I slpt the whole day! and the damn stanley tried to 'force' me to meet me... No waY!

26.08(sat)

woke up to go East Coast with sis for cyclin... it was initially planned with tat attitude lulu... and sharon... sharon failed to wake up... lulu cldnt get a reply from sharon on fri... and she decide to say she was goin out late and cldnt wake up at well... crapz...

had breakfast at PS macdonald... had hotcakes... its been a very very long time since i had these :) hurhur... cycled ard 1hr plus... and headed home soon after...

got smses from sharon n stanley (him again!)... it was for nick's dinner... hmm alrite... went East Coast again... faints... anyway i got a ring at Taka before headin down east coast... suppose to meet sharon... but my bus took like a damn long time!.... she asked stanley to pick me up instead...he went to the wrong place and i waited and waited... fuken irritated...

the dinner was a Ok only... they wanted to watch Frostbite... alrite... the show SUX big time!... home... very tired n sick... argh!...

25.08 (fri)

sister n me met sharon, brandon and stanley for dinner... they were goin zouk for nick's bday... already told tat bloody stanley i din want to go... and i am sick, he's stupid or wat?... argh!... went chinatown for porridge... shopped nth at wisma (late nite shoppin), and he stil dun1 to leave for nick's bday... eventually he din went... got a call from work tat he's workin early the nxt day... damn... asked ard... and sis said ok we go catch a movie... watched "Monster House" cute movie haha~

oh yea we went to find steph awhile as well... hmm... home at 1am or so... sheesh


Why do this to me?
Saturday, September 02, 2006

Thursday, August 24, 2006

its been awhile... lets see if i can recall...

18.08

woke up early to go Bugis to the temple with mum... had breakfast at mac... afterwhich we headed to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal to go to Bintan! hehe... we dont bring alot of stuffs... juz a bag each...

it was pretty crowded at the terminal... and not too long we got on the ferry... many japanese and ang-mohs... they are havin their holidays... our ferry was 11.05am (SG time)... the journey took abt an hour... so we reached at 12.05noon (by den its only 11.05am- indonesia time)... took the chartered service to Angsana Resort and Spa, the place we are goin to stay... check in time was only at 3pm (indonesia time)... sheesh... walked ard the place... and had our welcome drink at the lobby it was nice and refreshin :) ...

but it was too long our room, was ready... it was abt 1+pm we got our room :) it was near the spa... haha... made a bookin on the bus to head to Pasar Ole Ole... the bus was 2.45pm... den we went ther... had lunch and bought just a top, and some ornaments... nth much though... and pretty expensive i wld say... out to "kill" tourists basically... headed back the hotel at 5+pm... by the time we reach the hotel it was just nice for our spa treatment at 6pm! hurhur...

we hav a private room to ourselves with one messauer each... the room was very nice... the whole session from top to toe was jus amazing... nice! damn relaxing... the whole package.. USD$150+++ woops... very much worth it... but of coz this can only be once in a while... hehe... the whole seesion ended at 10pm... we went back to our rooms before we went out to llok for dinner... and :(

the restaurants hav stop their orders.... they closing aqt 10.30pm... headed back to room... hungry... looked at the room service menu.. not bad... order Mushroom Linguini and Seafood Pizza... USD$22+... tat was expensive! but we cant go starving rite... watched movie on the CineMax channel... and dozed off to slp...

19.08

woke up at 5+am to headed down to the beach to watch sunrise :) very nice... the rise was amazing the sun was so red... and u can stil see the moon in the sky :) hehe...

went to the Lotus Cafe form complimentary breakfast at 7am... yummy :) afterwhich went back to room to chill abit den it was check-out time... 12noon... the ferry back to SG was 2pm... its a short time at Bintan... hence we din manage to trav el to the North and South Island... :( i'll be back! haha...

the journey back seems to take a very long time... there was delay... as the ferry parkin place was full... and yes the hotel we were staying was full-house.... reached SG at only 4+pm... went home for dinner.. den met stanley for "Ghost Game "movie with 12 of his frens... the movie sux big time... such a waste of money!

went to Dbl O to meet sharon for her birthday celebration... hmm had the cake abt 12am... den 12.30am sharon was drunk and crazy... kinda spoilt the fun... besides am really tired by then... brandon had to send sharon home... and i decided to go for tea with jaime and shuangru... stanley tagged along... we saw the fight outside Seven... hmm malay gangs... craps...

stanley send me home den... Zzzz tired!

20.08

slpt the whole day at home... nice.

21.08

back to work sux... its ronnie birthday anyway!... ther was a lil celebration as usual... and the damn SM (sausage mouth) aka the "bitch" wasnt very happy abt pple being happy... or yar and i found out... they actually ask if he wanted to chip in to my cake tat day... he reply to all via email tat... when he chipped in for Zen's cake... it was on his on accord (coz Zen hit the highest sales tat month)... yucks... and in this case he made known to every1 that he's not goin to chip in for any other pple birthday as well... wat a BITCH...

met stanley for dinner at Crystal Jade... chatted and went home... Zzz

22.08

let work at 6.15pm... and the SM wasnt very happy as usual..

met shuang at lido shaw for "Pretty Persuasion" preview... compliments from Fridae.com... it was pretty alright i wont say... the gerl go all out to get wat she wants... can be quite scary... and the bad family upbringing... eeewww... btw we ate our dinner in like 15mins before the show... was kinda crazy haha

decided to msg kevin abt his birthday message for me... and it did turn out not the way i wanted to noe... the special fren thingy... hmms... who does he think he is... argh... get a life i guess

23.08

SM asked for a short meetin with me, amy and joanne... early in the mornin... yucks!
gave me an irritated look and mention tat the new consultant will be joinin us today.. and that we shld show her the rite example by arrivin work on time... and tat the comp culture was to only leave comp aft 6.30pm... SIAO. CRAZY! who does he think he is?... in the contract official workin hrs is til 5.30pm alrite!... and besides he doesnt even set a good example coz he does do things he ask us not to do... funnily CRAPPY.

24.08

decided to go for 2days MC... i hate SM... anyway had a bad throat infection arghs... o_O" damn $35 for medication...

btw joanne msged to say Haliza has signed with Monsanto :) great another sales...

and stanley keeps wantin to meet me... cant he juz understand tat i am realy sick here... gawd! and tats the reason i nv want to be like... i am glad.


Why do this to me?
Thursday, August 24, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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