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Why me?


its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

I wish for..


  • cash
  • mini coupe
  • more commission
  • relax-time
  • new job


Memories.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007



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Aug04
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Oct04
Nov04
Dec04
Jan-Mar'05
Apr-Jun05
Jun-Sep05
Oct-Feb06
Moods-shown
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Breaking the Silence.


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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

30.01.07

1/2day, cldnt wake up?..haha, back to work sux. tired tired. stil wonderin abt grandaunt case. her body was only released for funeral today. thurs to be buried.

dinner with cheryl @ chinatown-duck rice. shopped. bought a pants & shirt @ $64 :) i luv them. tryin time took forever, too many pple. hmm. home at only 11pm+-

29.01.07

mon back to work always sux. met fong who went to kbc for interview on fri. smart, clean cut guy- keeps sayin "i see i see"...haha. funy 39yrs old.

dinner with jo, ellen & adrain at Out of the Pan, amose stil wrkin ther. crepe + desert - $25 each pax. hmm. home. very tired.

28.01.07

qq with dad.fuked up over his control. i had enuf. left to met cheryl. + jaime, was with sis. shopped only abit while waiting for cheryl. went to hav chicken rice for lunch (@ high tea time...wth) den jenny cheng auntie called, asked me to head down to her Kew Creasent house. oh dear. mum told her abt the qq i had with dad.

$12.60 cab fare ther, to hear speech. su ya was back frm melbourne for cny... well. left cheryl and jaime ther, feel kinda bad coz cheryl came jus to accompany me to buy shoes actually. well, su ya drove us (me, sis, mum - who came later) to parkway parade, had dinner, shopped abit. bought a big bag for $39.90, worth it.

dinner was pretty tensed. on way home, dad called mum. told her abt grand aunt's death, it was on the chi papers, 2nd page, was labelled as "un-natural death". i wondered wat happen. mum teared. the way home was on silence.

27.01.07

raining sat. slpt in.

26.01.07

work.dinner @ suntec with cheryl. nydc. potato salad, bratwast pizza,irish mudpie - perfect.

24.01.07 - 25.01.07

working working


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

23jan07
abt 6 contractual temp for the week. pretty cool.left office abt 7.30pm with chick. headed funan IT mall.burger king.den mos burger. chatted.laughed yet again. i nv knew she cld laugh til she wants to vomit.faints.drizzle drizzle again. period,my gawd.

22jan07
sharon jio to go Obar.comtemplatin still.sis fetch me off work. bought the coolin gel.i m peelin away. oh dear.

21jan07
red-ed.rot at home slpin. dad discover my tattoo.oh so.

20jan07
woke up to go sentosa.suntan.rain.went dip in seawater.tan again. hear thunder.time to scam.lunch at subway.damn$14+.tired.home,cleared my basket of bags.omph.

19jan07
rush to visit carmen for the treatment.long time since the last.new store deco.pretty entertaining..shopped at far east.dinner @long john-short while.

18jan07
1/2 day.too slpy to wake up.boss on mc- chickenp pox. LOLs.dinner at billy bomers @ m.sq with sis, jovi,joey. blabber blabber.only paid for the mains, free drinks, appetizers & ice-cream. sweet. sis paid for me. muahaha. left for home at 9pm.


16jan-17jan07
- work.home.

the point is keep it short and sweet.


Why do this to me?
Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Monday, January 15, 2007

15Jan07

work.mon.blow by calista liew. str8 bus to work at abt 32mins and she complained abt the dist! fuk. well. jo & ellen on mc. so is boss. but at least i have amy phang's case closed. good. and i forgot to bring my buns for breakfast. kill me...phatt. alvin asked abt how cum my fone was off on fri. haha. coz i did smsed him to go dinner. hmm.

14Jan07

cleaned my room. finally. now my mattress is super single. hehe. went causeway with mum to do some shoppin. bought crystal jade buns for the next mornin, yummy. dinner out. stan sms to say he cut his toe deeply by the fan... craps wat has it gotta do with me!... told him to bloody tk care of himself, coz he's 26yrs old. duh-oh

13Jan07

slpt late into the afternoon. our new sofa came, damn big. hah. seahorse sofa seahourse brand sofa. hmm. met sharon & brandon for dinner. @ heeren nydc. they were damn late. 1hr late. was with sis, so we ate first, hungry! headed cine for movie, the last dance. - "Cha Wu" artistic yes, meaninless-sorta of. but i like the tune. home.

12Jan07

work-tired. haven hav a gd slp for weeks, how cum. suppose to meet ryn & jackie @ wala. abt 6+pm i called ryn, she juz abt to go for movie... fuk. den i hav to wait 3hrs. kinda pissed. decide to go home, on the way msged her am not goin, she still replied "you sure? anyway am goin club with SIM frens tml, wanna join..." ... "its ok, am not joinin..." was my reply. sometimes i hate her. hmm. haha... dinner at plaza with mum n bro instead. rainin the whole day, dampen the spirit. argh. ryn smsed to apologise. oh watever. y shld she. phaaattt. switched off my phone.

the rest of the days.... to 11Jan07: stan has been smsing to dinner out. am not free, simply dun1 to meet him, dont he get it?!


Why do this to me?
Monday, January 15, 2007

Monday, January 08, 2007

8 Jan07

mon blues blues. minced meat noodles for lunch. agitated conversation abt bonus. yucks. boring meeting. busy busy day!

7 Jan07

brunch with the relatives at PS. jap food. alrite. waraku stil better. aimless strolling. left for Vivo. bought the topshop top! mango skirt. ;) over-spent again. gosh.

6 Jan07

damn early workshop. reached at 8am. others stil later. the food sux. carlton hotel. ewww. waste of time. so damn slpy. aft lunch headed bugis to shop abit. drank large iced milk tea. aftwhich went orchard. cheryl leg pain due to heels. bought slip on. she met her ex. i headed nydc @ heeren to meet sis n yiya. yiya ballooned! stan joined... hmm. steff came shortly. black faced. crazy. wtf. stan n i left for movie- BORAT. ill rated comedy. fat+slim gay. LAME. aft movie went nydc to find sis again. home. Zzzzz..........

5 Jan07

work-sama sama. dinner at chinatown. porridge-yummy, ginger onion frog legs.-yum yum! shopped at this fashion. bought a top :) time to go home. slpy.

3-4 Jan07

worked. home. shagged. <--- 1 whole week nt enuf slp! phattt.


Why do this to me?
Monday, January 08, 2007

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2Jan07

lazy to wake up. went bugis with bro n sis to c hp for bro. bro bought a new sch bag, dirty brown, nice. had heavy high tea at TCC. ;) nth much, home ard 6+pm. oh yea new tv arrived, 32 inch~ ;P

1 Jan07

tired is the word. nt able to meet jones. he's slpin. faints, so much for kx driving down his house to wake him up. nevertheless, the pork ribs noodles we had was yummy. ;) bus home at 1.30pm. only reached SG at 5pm... bought a necklace and top at This fashion before headin home... phewww... home finally.

31st Dec06

kx was sick. watched vcds in the afternoon. countdown with lil uncle & his fam. & grandma... basically nth much... was at jonker walk... cramped... bought necklace. cute. we din played spray either. hot was the word. phatt. jones came said hi & bye. weird.

30 Dec06

woke up early to go grandpa hse... returned home packed bag to go JB. reached 5pm... our bus was 7pm... phatt. the larkin was facin power failure til god noes wat time. i was so tired i slpt waitin. hah. only reached melaka at 10.30pm. hungry. havin the gastric pains.

kx came to fetch us. had chee cheong fan! ;), drinks at Winds Music cafe. left for home at 12.30pm.

29 Dec06

work.nt interesting.dinner with the clicks. was suppose to head to clinic... they wanted to check my IC... wtf. no IC no entry... even MOS i was asked to show... argh. spoiler. the music at smooth sux too. bad day for clubbin. gt stan sms sayin he's ard... fetched me n amy home. left MOS at 2am anyway. bored!+fukin exp cover of $23 juz doesnt worth it. home. SLP.

28 Dec06

returned to work. sucks is the word. finished off the payroll. phatt. home after work. stil dun hav enuf slp. moodless. dinner at Ajisen with stan. went watched Death Note 2, nice twist, nice ending. L's smart! :) home aft tat.

27 Dec06

at home. i cant remember wat i did. i think i had memory-loss for the day. oh no.


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, January 03, 2007


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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