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Why me?


its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

I wish for..


  • cash
  • mini coupe
  • more commission
  • relax-time
  • new job


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Monday, October 30, 2006

back trackin...

mon 30 oct

yet another tiring monday wat can i say... pretty fun to joke ard... now now its seems like cheryl is the fun :) but the meetin was "swords" exchanged verbally on BF2, cheryl got the worst attack frm SM... left at 7pm... got a call tml i hav an interview... not very excited abt tat though... slpt on the bus... den i woken up by the big bag of tis ger... it juz hit in my face... wtf! for tis i hate big bag... at least the carrier shldnt hav allow it to hit any1 right... faints...

alvin sms to say he prob wont hit his target... well well... 1 more day left for the month... gd luck to him den... now waiting for 12midnite to wish KT happi b'dae... den its slpin time...

sun 29 oct

spent half the day slpin... figurin out wat to get for Gab's bdae... its oways a headache gettin present... hmm~ >_< & how cum weekends pass so quickly!

sat 28 oct

was dragged out to go grandpa hse... alrite... reached ther ard 10+am... reached there i particularly lay on the sofa and slpt... although the show on tv was nice... i cldnt giv a damn anymore... not to mention i juz got home at 4+am... hahax...

lunch/breakfast at burger king... had the French Chicken sandwich meal... at tiong bahru plaza... den shopped abit and went home... slpt from 3 - 5+pm den cheryl called... askin me to go ktv... with steven and karan... onz! :) hurhur... went chinatown Kbox... $18 per pax from 7.30pm till 10.30pm... i reached at 8pm though... cldnt really sing... my voice was low for the dae! funny ah... lolx

called azreen aft the ktv to wish her hapi bday... i almost forgot to be true... sighs... i am gettin forgetful... well... she was home for her 21st bdae... cryin... i tot tis time tat bastard bf will be ther for her 21sst... but... sad... nv knew y she wants to stick with him... poor gal... so i told her its ok... my 21st aint too fanciful as well... to be true... bdaes are boring... when its not surprise prepared by others for u... den its BORING~... birthday is oways like dinner lo... movie lo... watever...

went supper at the porridge house... we chatted abt the comp... and fellow colleagues... and all of us... knew we are in a bloody bad company... well... they decide to go home at 12midnite... yea... every1 is tired stil from last nite lil partying...

home... tv... slp!

fri 27 oct

worked... closed the regus position, thx to hwee ming :) she's a gd candidate... work was slow esp when u dont feel like workin... its friday~... the email server was down anyway... yucks...

met sis at 7pm at Plaza Singapura... went to buy Gab's prezzie... bits here and there... lolx... even went little india to tk the peacock lightings photos... muahah.... reached home nearly 12midnite... den i got karan's call... zen asked to meet at clarke quay to drink... rare tat stephen is able to come out to drink... coz his controllin wife is out for the dae... ahh... haha... alrite i met them ard 1+ am at the Geographer... the place had did some renovating... we played the glass + coins + burnt tat tissue paper game... lolx... pretty fun... we left ard 3+am... took cab home alone... so so damn slpy! hurhurhur... oh yea forgot to mention there was me, cheryl, karan, zen & stephen...

popppped inttoooo bed!

thurs 26 oct

work lo~ awaitin fri...!

wed 25 oct

back to work from PH, makes tis dae seems like a mon :(

tues 24 oct

PH! -slp at home slp at home! lolx & watched the show on channel 5, so funy~ "Daddy Daycare"


Why do this to me?
Monday, October 30, 2006

Monday, October 23, 2006

hmmm i think recently i hav memory-loss problem.... hmm... i guess work does kills braincells /memory cells bah!... argh...

mon - wed (16 Oct - 18 Oct) -LOST.

basically thurs (19 Oct) i met jocelyn to discuss the rates, yet again... saddening...

fri (20 Oct), return home aft work, tired leh! went online, checked out Sees blog, sent her a sms, pretty saddening to c her blog... hmm~

sat (21 Oct) went chinatown, watch 'The Prestige' the show was alrite only, not as interestin as i expected... anyway i bought a dress... dun ask y, i duno... but its fukin cheap $28, doesnt look cheap so no worries... haha

sun (22 Oct), slp in~ hurhur, watched 'My Tutor Friend' on Channel U, funny, i like the female lead. :)

mon (23 Oct) , workin... sighs! most clients are off for the day, a pretty quiet day~


Why do this to me?
Monday, October 23, 2006

Sunday, October 15, 2006

sun: slp in. went Bugis. shopped abit. home. tv. slp!

sat: slpt til late noon. went queensway shoppin centre & ikea. ate mushroom claypot chicken. home. got sms from alvin. met alvin n fren to go east coast. eat again. salted veggie duck soup. not bad. chatted till abt 2am. drive home. a pretty relax sat. shower. slp.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, October 15, 2006

Saturday, October 14, 2006

cut it short.

mon: work.home.slp

tue: work.eat dinner with colleagues.chat.white bar.home.slp.

wed: slp-in.took mc. go movie with marcus @ the Cathay. it was 'you,me & dupree'.home.slp

thurs: back to work. got news some1 opened my drawer. wtf. was given an agreement by fukin "bitch". abt protectin client info for the comp. nt able to work in the recruitment line if we leave tis fuked-up co. totally ridiculous. home. tv.slp

fri: work. "talk" with "bitch" regards to the agreement with joanne & ellen. some din signed. but the 3 of us had to, esp. we're perm. staffs. cant tk tis. visit amy at SGH. chatted. dinner with zen.joey n joey's bf. joey n bf waited for my bus with me. chatted more. home. online. chat with lance. watch tv. slp


Why do this to me?
Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sunday, October 08, 2006

sun.8Oct.

slp.rest.slack @ home. the weekend was tiring. nth is more impt den rest now.

sat.7Oct.

mornin was a kill. tat damn workshop @ Gallery Hotel was pretty much meaningless. every1 was slpy. the awards ceremony, very much as expected. our team, BF1 got the 'Best Co-broking Team' award.... and the prize. a trophy -silver. silver plastic to be exact. cheapo boss. oh yea and i forgot to mention the breakfast. pathetic is the word. imagine a 2 metre table with juz a plate of tiny sandwiches. how "nice".

tea-break was juz mini spring rolls and mini custard puffs. pretty yummy. but stil. sighs.

lunch was erm. not nice. btw the Cable Ski was post-poned. coz the PSI was a damn 120. too hazy for anything. the bunch of us went to KTV. each $10. so its cheap for beer n 4hrs of singing.pool n fun.

alex called and asked wher i was. i hate tis question. esp when he always asked me! argh. den cont to asked how cum i din call him to wake him up. i hung up with other much talkin with him, i hav nth to talk to him. i smsed him "y do u oways ask me to giv u morning calls, i hope u understand we are no strings attached and i am not into any commitments." finally.

if not he want to bother me til when. nv understand the way guys think n do things. turns me off. in juz a short period of time.

some of us decide to go 'Geographer' later at night. a thai pub, recommended by debbie. debbie, karan, me din went home. we went to plaza sing. for arcade n dinner n chat. zen, joey n amy went home first. cheryl too.

debbie bf came to join us for dinner n to Geographer.

we met at Clark Quay, ther was Oktoberfest n Mardi Gras goin on- nice! :) zen, joey, joey's bf n frens came at 10+pm. cheryl came ard 11+pm, so did amy. the thai singers. well u noe, pretty faces but they cant quite sing the eng n chi songs well, i rather they sing their own langugage songs, it will be nicer. the gers were hot hot hot. in damn hot pants n mini skirts. haha. erm, typical thai style.

debbie, me n karan were in tee, shorts n slippers. Lolx. who say we cant club like tat. cool huh. haha. not to mention i was stil carrying my bro's Puma bag, which i left at the seat.

we opened a bottle of Chivas $148 nett, shared by 7. so each $21. cheap. i had too much drinks, bloated and puked. opps. oh yea n karan bought me the plastic flowers garland... haha... those were meant to be bought for the singers/performers. $10 each not cheap. hmm. i puked on mine, so karan bought another one for me again. haha. :) so fun! we danced like crazy. well nobody cares, so its cool. we left ard 3+am. so so so tired! not forgettin i woke up at 6am.

reached home.bathe.in deep slp str8 away.

fri.6Oct.

reno called us again for the yoga trials. so pissed. i called him back on behalf of myself, joanne n amy to tell him we are not interested right in the face. settled. finally. cant take another week of him calling us daily. my god!

decide not to go anywher. tml gotta wake up early. lookin forward to the cable ski, not the workshop. its the mid-autumn festival today, but no candles burnin, its so damn hazy for the day. eekkss.

thurs.5Oct.

worked.closed the AXA position.home early coz boss was on half-day haha.

wed.6Oct.

tired. i haven got enuf slp! emily case was closed as well. she gotten such a good offer! increment of $1400 + $13+K paid to her for compensation of the bonus she will lose out from the prev. comp. wow.

obviously home aft work.

tues.5Oct.

ellen's back from Germany. lunch was fun, all 4 in. met alex to go to his fren's weddin dinner. hmm. saw him and again, ill. how cum he's so black n white clothed all the time n i suppose he badly need a hair cut. faints. he so Ah Beng la! kaoz. cant stand, and the purpose of going to the weddin dinner, to c if he's anyway related to Auntie Helen aka my God-mother... heard from amy tat he's into Liondance Group since yrs back.

and so i really see Auntie Helen at the weddin dinner. alex was shocked to find out tat she's my real God-mother. well she's like he's 'teacher's wife' aka 'Si-Mu'. she asked who i came along, i pointed at alex and said fren. haha.

the dinner was fukin slow. it ended like 11+pm. sighs. left for home aft the last dish. alex asked if i will go with him to another weddin dinner on sat, i said no. crazy! haha.

mon.4Oct.

mon blues. and keith's rejection of the job offer without a valid explaination pissed me off. big time. and tat jeffrey from tat fukin 'forest' cpa is an idot.

bad mon.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sunday, October 01, 2006

well lets jus do away mon - thurs....

as for fri (29 Sept 06)

- tat bitch was on half day so :) haha... once he left... we browse through Jeline's photos... she juz got back from Tokyo... left for home ard 6.15pm....

mum was out for dinner... so i went mac to eat... and meet amy at the bus stop @ 9.30pm... we are meetin the rest of the colleagues at party world.... namely cheryl, karan, joey, zen, debbie, steve n his wife jeline... we sang n craze till 2.30pm... after which was home... so damn damn tired... and we all kinda lost our voice.... haha! and next sat nite we are plannin for clubbin...

30 Sept 06...

went to Ming Arcade for my tattoo... and movie at The Cathy " Little Red Flowers" a picturehouse movie... abt this boy... so cute... and y he rebel and isolate himself from the others... all becuz of adults broken promises... sighs... poor boy...

bought shoes and a lighting glass... haha... another day tat i spent too much.... opps.

1st Oct 06...

slpt 1/2 of the day... and its the last children day for brother... he's juz kinda fuked up... asked if he wants to go dinner n movie.... he din even ans a single bloody word... then abt 5.30pm... he said he was ready to go... mum already cooked and the movie Stay Alive was starting at 6.15pm... KAOX!.... how cum guys can be like tat... fuked up guys.... spoiler... and me n sis decided not to go already... den bro say he's not goin... wat the!... and besides he wanted to watch Rob B Hood... jackie chan movie... we oso cant make it for the 7pm show... and so the decision was 8.15pm... faints... wat time to reach home like tat!.... i sometimes realy hate goin out on Sunday... fuked up.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, October 01, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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