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its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

its been awhile... lets see if i can recall...

18.08

woke up early to go Bugis to the temple with mum... had breakfast at mac... afterwhich we headed to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal to go to Bintan! hehe... we dont bring alot of stuffs... juz a bag each...

it was pretty crowded at the terminal... and not too long we got on the ferry... many japanese and ang-mohs... they are havin their holidays... our ferry was 11.05am (SG time)... the journey took abt an hour... so we reached at 12.05noon (by den its only 11.05am- indonesia time)... took the chartered service to Angsana Resort and Spa, the place we are goin to stay... check in time was only at 3pm (indonesia time)... sheesh... walked ard the place... and had our welcome drink at the lobby it was nice and refreshin :) ...

but it was too long our room, was ready... it was abt 1+pm we got our room :) it was near the spa... haha... made a bookin on the bus to head to Pasar Ole Ole... the bus was 2.45pm... den we went ther... had lunch and bought just a top, and some ornaments... nth much though... and pretty expensive i wld say... out to "kill" tourists basically... headed back the hotel at 5+pm... by the time we reach the hotel it was just nice for our spa treatment at 6pm! hurhur...

we hav a private room to ourselves with one messauer each... the room was very nice... the whole session from top to toe was jus amazing... nice! damn relaxing... the whole package.. USD$150+++ woops... very much worth it... but of coz this can only be once in a while... hehe... the whole seesion ended at 10pm... we went back to our rooms before we went out to llok for dinner... and :(

the restaurants hav stop their orders.... they closing aqt 10.30pm... headed back to room... hungry... looked at the room service menu.. not bad... order Mushroom Linguini and Seafood Pizza... USD$22+... tat was expensive! but we cant go starving rite... watched movie on the CineMax channel... and dozed off to slp...

19.08

woke up at 5+am to headed down to the beach to watch sunrise :) very nice... the rise was amazing the sun was so red... and u can stil see the moon in the sky :) hehe...

went to the Lotus Cafe form complimentary breakfast at 7am... yummy :) afterwhich went back to room to chill abit den it was check-out time... 12noon... the ferry back to SG was 2pm... its a short time at Bintan... hence we din manage to trav el to the North and South Island... :( i'll be back! haha...

the journey back seems to take a very long time... there was delay... as the ferry parkin place was full... and yes the hotel we were staying was full-house.... reached SG at only 4+pm... went home for dinner.. den met stanley for "Ghost Game "movie with 12 of his frens... the movie sux big time... such a waste of money!

went to Dbl O to meet sharon for her birthday celebration... hmm had the cake abt 12am... den 12.30am sharon was drunk and crazy... kinda spoilt the fun... besides am really tired by then... brandon had to send sharon home... and i decided to go for tea with jaime and shuangru... stanley tagged along... we saw the fight outside Seven... hmm malay gangs... craps...

stanley send me home den... Zzzz tired!

20.08

slpt the whole day at home... nice.

21.08

back to work sux... its ronnie birthday anyway!... ther was a lil celebration as usual... and the damn SM (sausage mouth) aka the "bitch" wasnt very happy abt pple being happy... or yar and i found out... they actually ask if he wanted to chip in to my cake tat day... he reply to all via email tat... when he chipped in for Zen's cake... it was on his on accord (coz Zen hit the highest sales tat month)... yucks... and in this case he made known to every1 that he's not goin to chip in for any other pple birthday as well... wat a BITCH...

met stanley for dinner at Crystal Jade... chatted and went home... Zzz

22.08

let work at 6.15pm... and the SM wasnt very happy as usual..

met shuang at lido shaw for "Pretty Persuasion" preview... compliments from Fridae.com... it was pretty alright i wont say... the gerl go all out to get wat she wants... can be quite scary... and the bad family upbringing... eeewww... btw we ate our dinner in like 15mins before the show... was kinda crazy haha

decided to msg kevin abt his birthday message for me... and it did turn out not the way i wanted to noe... the special fren thingy... hmms... who does he think he is... argh... get a life i guess

23.08

SM asked for a short meetin with me, amy and joanne... early in the mornin... yucks!
gave me an irritated look and mention tat the new consultant will be joinin us today.. and that we shld show her the rite example by arrivin work on time... and tat the comp culture was to only leave comp aft 6.30pm... SIAO. CRAZY! who does he think he is?... in the contract official workin hrs is til 5.30pm alrite!... and besides he doesnt even set a good example coz he does do things he ask us not to do... funnily CRAPPY.

24.08

decided to go for 2days MC... i hate SM... anyway had a bad throat infection arghs... o_O" damn $35 for medication...

btw joanne msged to say Haliza has signed with Monsanto :) great another sales...

and stanley keeps wantin to meet me... cant he juz understand tat i am realy sick here... gawd! and tats the reason i nv want to be like... i am glad.


Why do this to me?
Thursday, August 24, 2006

Thursday, August 17, 2006

its food food food... sheesh...

15.08.

was back at office and i cldnt wait for the day to end... collegues bought me a cake... mango cake! :) and $100 shoppin vouchers... i stil haven decide wat to buy... it seems like i almost have everything... haha... well well... still i am the youngest in the company muahaha...

attend my appointment after work... and had dinner...

den supper with alex... and got pretty much birthday wishes after 12 :) and am kinda surprise kevin stil remembers... hmm... and the "happy birthday sweetheart.." wats tis suppose to mean... sighs...

16.08

went for the dental appointment! finally... lunch was with dad... afterwhich went town... met friends at marche for dinner... at coffee club... den headed zouk... and by tis time esp. me, sharon & shuang has taken lotsa stupid pictures... tats wat A.S.S do all the time... lolx... bloody full!... the drinks at zouk were like fukin strong for the dae... phatt... stanley came with brandon as well... brandon is now sharon's bf... faints... how fast can she get another bf... my god... den saw sayyong... initially stil say he's not free... anyway... he's crap la... haha... me and sharon cant stand him...

anyway it wasnt for long sharon got drunk... guess she was tired as well... hmm sat stil goin dbl O lehz... sheesh... talk about clubber life... tis shld stop soon... hmm.. soon... haha..

alrite... shld be out soon... meetin frens :) to choose watever present i want... lolx... tis is cool... better choose wat u want... & ask ur fren to pay... rather than them givin u something u prob. wont need or want... tats wat we 'sane' friends do... and yea and better get sharon a present before i head to bintan... (tat will be tml... so i wont be ard on her birthday.. opps... but i will go dbl O with her on sat ma... tat will do rite?... ) hehex... ciaoz!

oh yea ang bao and a shot glass from parents, pretty cool... ask me to drink more shots?... lolx... opps


Why do this to me?
Thursday, August 17, 2006

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

lets see wat i missed out... sunday 13.08... lunch with bro... he bought me Sam Lee's CD :) muahahah.... headed plaza Sing to buy tix for 'Ant Bully'... bought the penguin marshmallow cushion for him... steph and sis came to meet us for the movie... cute... and quite meaningful...

after the movie was home... brother went home... me, sis & steph... headed to steph's cousin house for steamboat (Ma-La steamboat) sweet and very spicy... afterwhich we played PS games... and soon its about 10pm... left the place for home...

unsewed the denim skirt pockets and ironed the motifs i bought on sat :) nice~ haha.

monday was boring and tiring. phatt.


Why do this to me?
Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Sunday, August 13, 2006

oh yea i almost forgot... fri's KTV session was a blast. 4hours of singing and crapping, life's wonderful with nice colleagues to chill with :) .hang out again. pretties.

but the taxi uncle who drove me n amy home was an idot. big time idot. as if he noes the route to my hse better, he took the fukin long cut. CRAP.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, August 13, 2006

intende to book an appointment for dental today... and it was full till the whole of next week... except Wed 16.08, morning... great.. lucky i had tat day off... so its gonna be 11am... the bad thing... i have to wait for another 3 more days!... argh...

made an appointment with Joanne for a cut, dye, hairlight, shampoo and blow :)... and the color was kinda ash silver... nice... lol... even Joanne liked the color herself... she kinda mix the colors the first time... hurhur... satisfied customer, me.

met mum at Plaza Sing. got another marshmallow huggies, a duck. yellow duck. headed Chinatown and bought motifs... and this cost like $41.40 for them all... 4 pairs of motifs i mean, pretty expensive huh... home.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, August 13, 2006

Thursday, August 10, 2006

monday amy was sick.... its monday blues as usual... the day was slow... every1 was looking forward to tues... the eve of National Day... finally a PH after 2mths... sheeshh...

tues... decided to meet sister for dinner... and met sharon at dbl O to club... knew her frens and frens' frens (shuzhen, brandon, stanley, zhi yong... & the rest i dont really remember... well there's one guy whose birthday falls on the 9th Aug.. cool huh... haha)... played guessing game and such... decided to leave at 3+am... walked over to Boat Quay to find alex... drove down to kallang there chill lo... joseph (amy's ex) was drunk and making a screen... hence... decided to leave... faints... reached home at 6+am... bathe and bump into bed... Zzzz...

half of national day was spent sleepin... till 3pm til sharon bombed my hp to send her the pics we took yesterday... haha... alrite i sent her... and we chatted abt her current bf... Ty... she doesnt noe how to break up with her... neither can i tell her wat to do... all i can say is they dun match... and many told her so as well... Ty is "too sticky"... and he crys! wtf.... and crys alot... faints... well well.... i seriously dont wats up with sharon's life... and so mine was not as screwed as hers... hmmm

thurs... back to work... yucks... so tired... dont even feel like workin... am thinkin abt my bintan trip next week... i cant wait... and damn my gums hurt... yet to visit the dental.... i hav fukin no time... argh!

tml is ktv session with the gerls... hehe... jo, amy n ellen... gonna hav fun :)


Why do this to me?
Thursday, August 10, 2006

Sunday, August 06, 2006

recap for the week...

Sunday.06.08

its sista birthday! not to mention we already spent much for the week... went bugis temple... den shopped abit... bought a tights and mini skirt @ $10 each, sweet... den bought a 1/2 jeans we aimed awhile back... $33... woah woah... headed home... its time to stop... i almost bought a pair of earrings for $20... sheesh... met mum at plaza to buy chicken wings and cake for sister... tired tired shoppin for the week... check out below...

Saturday.05.08

shoppin spree again... met angelia at heeren... she's with jason... both of them are who i intro to Panasonic... hmmm... tat angelia stil own me for the dress she bought... phattt.... sista came along too... bought a top and 2 designer necklace... $227... opps... den bought a silk robe... on discount at OG... and half way my Mango bag broke... argh... nvm... packed it into one of the shoppin bags... headed to Lido for movie... The Fast & Furious... Tokyo Drift... fukin NICE CAR..!!!... the black guy car was funny... haha... Hulk design... kewl... and so total spent for the day plus the neoprints and food... there goes $300... o_O" and its stil like beginnin of the month... hiak hiak.

Friday.04.08

met Patrik after work for dinner at Waraku... not very much to talk abt... and he only proves himself to be a jerk... kinda guy... i told him sista has a gf... and he was like "wats so nice with being with gerls...can they satisfy the other gerl?..." WTF... helo... lesbian arent together for sex and sex... craps la... den he go on the mention he thought of turning a lesbian straight... and tat he didnt believe ther's true born lesbian... kaos!... i seriously cant be bother talking to him... since he's a jerk.... i dont bother payin him back for my dinner share... i am meetin sista for movie.. "Click"... and well he tagged along... sheeshh.... fine fine... he's nt even worth being a fren... i hate guys who think they are better den gerls... ewww... total turnoff!

Thurs.03.08 - Mon 31.07

alritey! have hit the target for the month on 1st August itself... all thanks to Jocelyn for her business :) decided to treat her for lunch... and to claim from "the bitch"... muahaha...he say can... and so our lunch will be on next week ;) sushi time! the daily bebrief was a bluff... haha fun fun... jus a show for "the bitch"... damn i cant stand him.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, August 06, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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