Sunday, June 25, 2006

the week was tiring...guess its coz of the weather... sunny n rainy... realy sucks... besides the week seems to pass very slowly... din went for peishan 21st... it very off way... anyway... vivien's 21st is oso comin up... but the invite is on thurs... crap... somemore... pasir ris... my god... dun think i am goin either... i duno wats the celebration all about... its juz another birthday izit it?.... and i oways thought 18th birthday was already adulthood... haha the legal age for drink, smoke, sex.... u name it... i hate smokin anyway. it stinks and it kills... wonder y pple like it... CRAPs.

friday splurge:
went SobaSoGood @ Paragon, nice.... though i still find Waraku @ marina square better haha... $50 for 2... its stil affordable... and store manager i think... was cute... lolz... coz he's mini size! and he's a japanese... very friendly :) watched the movie 'Just my Luck"... funny... hehe... linday lohan is sexier and sexier... hee... home with 700A... now its stops near my place... :)

saturday splurge:
went PS... shopped abit... bought a top n pants from Ebase... 70% off... anyway i met Nellie Chun (one of my candidates)... she so "ke lian"... she has to work 5.5days... and OT... i met her ard 5pm... coz her meetin ended at 4pm... haiyo!... she can speak fluent japanese anyway...! :) friendly and i hope she gets the job i've sent her for... hope she gets out from the hell company right now... bought tix from Cathay's picturehouse... "Riding Alone for a Thousand Miles"... a jap chi show... very nice very emotional very touchin... its all worth-while for the $10 :) had wanted to watch long time ago... hehex... den home swt home~ watched tv... and lala-land i go~

Why do this to me?
Sunday, June 25, 2006

Sunday, June 18, 2006

as much as i wanted to have to more special and memorable 21st... i knew wat i wanted was impossible... so its either havin the impossible comes true or not celebrating it at all... all i want was a get-away rest & relax "holiday"...

only till day that i realise... y pple oways say children are the most fortunate... they dont hav to be buried by thoughts and everything else the cruel world bought about... am not tryin to be pessimistic here... juz stating the facts... as each of us grow up day by day... the lesser pple we cld trust... the more we sink into the evils of money and greed... the lesser good friends or should i say true friends are there.... every1 turns selfish...

and just a few mins ago... i chatted with mum... she told me dad cried last night counting the days left til my 21st... he mentioned he had wanted to give me a grand birthday... but unfortunately the work accident came about... he said he wanted to save till my 21st... hearing tis made me cried... tis thought of his will be the best present... and it is.

as much as tat... when i even think of who i will ask to celebrate my 21st with me... ther's not many pple i cld think of... those i thought were only those tat are closest... like ryn, ling, shuangru... and for sharon...( i know she hav changed, becoz of love failure she's throwin her life away... a pity.)... yes juz the 3 of them... but ling my best fren since sec sch... will be at Shanghai... so... left with 2... and other frens & "frens" i never very much wanted to celebrate with... nowadays its hard to noe who's real or reel but its better to believe your own...

and the truth... i nv enjoy celebratin birthday with frens... coz i nv feel their presence... surprisingly... in a way or another... or circumstances throughout my life so far... has already made me immune towards friendship... yes i suppose... since primary school... the world has turned bad enough towards me... i had 2 betrayin best fren... who stole from me... y?... i nv knew why...

gettin hunn's msg and call tis morning was heart-warmin... much misses and luv hunn... tk care dun work too hard... life's not only about working.

*just grant me peace for my 21st.

Wishes for now:
- to plate my lock & key necklace into real Gold
- a sewing machine
- an overseas trip ( & tk lotsa photos)
- hopefully i get one of my photgraphs appreciated
- to find a perfect job/career (tis prob take some time)

Why do this to me?
Sunday, June 18, 2006

Saturday, June 17, 2006

yada yada am sick... the everything at once sickness....flu,cough,sorethroat,fever... u name it... its such a pain in the ass... anyway i spent like more than $50 for the photography contest... SYPA... hopefully one of the 6 pieces will be selected :)... nv knew 8R photos can cost like $5-$6 each... my god!!!....

it was all submitted on the 14th June, before the deadline on 15th June... sheessh... not to mention i went out on the 13th to shoot some photos... some were not too bad... its a very tired week all in all... and i simply... HATE the "sasuage mouth" tats the nickname amy though of for the damn boss...

yest he could clearly see tat i was sick... and he purposely act like nth is impt... jus to test his heartlessness i went to work.... though in the early mornin i already feel sick... and i decided to leave at noon... since he heck-care, so do i... since i am get realy feverish... the doc measured my temp and it was like 38.3degree already...

of coz not forgettin the incident whereby jeline (one of his fav top slaes consultant- the gf's sister)... was damn pale and sickly and he asked her to come back to work... fukin inhumane!... not to mention that she always slogged from 8.30am-8pm or later for him... STUPID. and when Ellen was on leave and sick... he made her come back for the meeting... and i cant stand the fukin SM and his stupid surveys of prioritising work and everything else.. and all the damn little talks.... NOT NECCESSARY since he's only the selective listener and full of pride and pettiness kind of person... he shld beter off be dead...

lets see... even if his business succeed one day... he probably can have everything but he will LOSE everything else... he gotta understand tat money is not everything & with money comes along regards as well... will he be happy even when his business succeed?... and when his business fails... no1 will follow him, no1 will stood by him... noe y? Coz pple often treat others the way others treat them... and time hav prove it all right... his comp is now not expanding... and with many orders you cant fulfill... do u think ur clients will still trust u?... and the multiply effects...i will leave it for yourself to sort it out.

Why do this to me?
Saturday, June 17, 2006

Monday, June 12, 2006

sat movie. Slither. slimy show... abit of comedy, love and grossness... wat a match, but its not bad after all. :) dinner at Waraku, yum yum... at Table 1, a cosy lil space for 2. very nice. the maccha ice-cream was wow. the black sesame was not bad too hehe. aft movie it rained. home.

sun whole dae, rainy rainy. slpt most of the time away. clean my room abit. iron some clothes, and spotted Fan online, aubrey as well... chatted only abit... i guess their connection were havin problems... haha... and Fan's still in korea... i want to go korea for a long time too!... when!!! argh!!! for my 21st bday? will tat be true? y mus things happen when it shldnt. FUCK. and i hate being the pillar now. y i nv hav things goin my way! y does everything hav to destroy my every lil dream. big or small. i hate all this.

Why do this to me?
Monday, June 12, 2006

sat movie. Slither. slimy show... abit of comedy, love and grossness... wat a match, but its not bad after all. :) dinner at Waraku, yum yum... at Table 1, a cosy lil space for 2. very nice. the maccha ice-cream was wow. the black sesame was not bad too hehe. aft movie it rained. home.

sun whole dae, rainy rainy. slpt most of the time away. clean my room abit. iron some clothes, and spotted Fan online, aubrey as well... chatted only abit... i guess their connection were havin problems... haha... and Fan's still in korea... i want to go korea for a long time too!... when!!! argh!!! for my 21st bday? will tat be true? y mus things happen when it shldnt. FUCK. and i hate being the pillar now. y i nv hav things goin my way! y does everything hav to destroy my every lil dream. big or small. i hate all this.

Why do this to me?
Monday, June 12, 2006

Saturday, June 10, 2006

got a call from tis lady... cant rem the day... i hav lost track of the day anyway...
she got my number from another referee... and wanted me to join her comp as a recruiter... weird... but hers a newly set-up... local management again... freaks me out... and she's a pushy lady for sure... better not... hav been callin me for resume den asked alot of questions.. wtf!...

anyway yest spa was cancelled... coz amy cldnt go.. period... well me,ellen n joanne went Outback instead... finally my Alice Spring Chicken... but now it din taste as nice... why!... argh!... and the day was quite screwed anyway... jocelyn colleague called to say abt the ad posting... fuk... den alvin din make it for confirmed second round... even more fuk up... coz he did hav a full dip... phatt!... well well... aft dinner met sis...

wanted to watch movie.. but nth seems nice... shopped around instead... but nth much to shop oso... during lunctime i already bought a shoe and cardi for $20 only! lolx :)

football celebration show was nice... esp the hanging lady with big skits.... carried by 6 men each... hurhur... not interested in the game though... and German won against Costa Rica...

today suppose to go swim... but it rained.... anyway am goin out soon... ciao~

*i dun wish to noe everything else except me alone... everythin else is redundant!... argh... i realy wish i am alone.

Why do this to me?
Saturday, June 10, 2006

Saturday, June 03, 2006

thurs e "office bitch" asked me in for appraisal... in actual fact he only talk abt sales... i "laugh" it off... whats his problem... he try ways n means to provoke me to shoot him back... but am tired... and shootin him back is useless... so when i said i hav nth to ask... he was more than pissed... HAHA.

meetin was a waste of time... fuken thurs. each time i see the office bitch, i jus get vulgar.

fri went shoppin aft work with sis... bought a shoe at Novo... :) nude color hurhur! and a dress for jus $9... sometimes u realli gotta luv GSS (great singapore sales)...

anyway went back tis mornin... sat mornin... yucks... but nvm... i choose to be late... the bitch wont be in on time anyway... and true enuf... he only came it at 11am... duhx!... the bitch doesnt even show an example... so us shldnt even bother yea...

met mum at bugis... i walked from office to ther... pretty shiok havin the sun shine on my skin... heaven for once... hahah... hot yea but once in awhile u juz luv the sun... raffles city shoppin centre sure changed quite abit... in less than 6mths... wow...

nth much at bugis... headed suntec convention... theres the branded sales goin on... bought an American Outfitters shirt for $32.90... stil quite exp huh...yea... but i like the color... beidge in a nice way... strolled over to esplanade...watched the chalk art... haven finished by the 3 australian artist... stil drawin... anyway took some pictures and took a bus home... ZzzZzz...

Why do this to me?
Saturday, June 03, 2006