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Why me?


its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

I wish for..


  • cash
  • mini coupe
  • more commission
  • relax-time
  • new job


Memories.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007



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Oct-Feb06
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Breaking the Silence.


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Sunday, May 28, 2006

was surfing the net... and readin my blog... somehow the blog entry of me n ryn watchin "The Voice" was not posted?.... it was a tues... i got the tix via fridae movie preview application... remembering it was at Shaw...preview lounge... very old cinema seating... even the toilets were retro-ly furnished... and very i mean...the movie was a ok... but the song was nice... the main song of the movie...

oh yea was surfing and came across Jeon Ji-hyun, the "My Sassy Girl" actress... she pretty n tall... and realised i watched her movie "IL Mare" too... it was a nice show too... jus to share.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, May 28, 2006

Saturday, May 27, 2006

mon to fri.... stupidity routine job... wats worst?... i am quite sick of it already... spoke to angeline, AFC from previous job... asked if i will go back... i very much wanted to say yes... but i want to try to stand tis till my limits... althiugh everytime i c the fuked up face or should i say faces... they kill me slowly... and each time i boil... it gets worse...

wats more... on top of all this... everything else is a burden... a huge burden... how come wat i wanted seems so far... and to think i have to think twice now... tats y all the while i wanted to be alone... without any1... yes no1... who to fuk cares abt loneliness?... who needs a fren or any1 thats not true... like wat i say... even ur closest u cant trust... even the closest chose not to trust u from the very start... its a 2way kinda thing... but nothin in tis way is ever 2 way... every1 is selfish.... even gods... they vie for every1 believe isnt it... and in the end... violence may occur... whether they like it or not... sacrifices... killings... whats the point of praying when u kill?... its jus stupid... the world is nv a peaceful place... not to mention... wat nature brings along other than beauty is disasters...

u gain but u oso lose.


Why do this to me?
Saturday, May 27, 2006

Saturday, May 20, 2006

the review...

mon: reluctant to return to work on this day of every week is normal... and i was late... and the bus was fukin warm... weird. as usual..

tue: work as usual...

wed: boss treated lunch for me, amy & zen @ a traditional ja restaurant, Botan... nice. tis for the confirmed staffs. as usual....

thurs: ellen n jeline went to the national congress... something like tat. as usual.....

fri: ling's flying off to shanghai.. :( so tis best fren wont be here for my 21st bday... how sad. wished her farewell. work fukin as usual.... @ this job u nv learn anythin new, its BORING ME... sayyong msged to see if am clubbin for the day... nahs, i am sick of it for now. kevin msged to say he's at SG... oh... met him at 12am... passed him the braclet meant for 4yrs ago... he asked for it coz he rem... duhz... and he rem. the lilo & stitch movie... yes how time flies... and to think i told him my bday was 8th of Jul and he believed... disappointin... yea it is. left at 1+am... he's suppose to reach airport 6am for the 8am flight to guangzhou...Zzzz

sat: met darren at Marina Sq to sign the application form... dance performance by the young lil group was quite entertainin... watched Da vinci movie... not so nice... only like the sights and places they went... the storyline... was so so... not very much of wat i anticipated it would be...


Why do this to me?
Saturday, May 20, 2006

Sunday, May 14, 2006

i was the first to reach holland v... cant believe it... not to mention i left house at 6.30pm...waited for the bus for like ten mins... and i reach holland v before 7pm... never once it was like tis... hmm... bought a bread from breadtalk... i am damn hungry... walked over to wala to get a table for 11... woah... after awhile shangwei n linda came by... ling n jojo came only abt 8pm... jojo lost her way driving... lolx!... besides orchard rd was havin the jam as usual~... much later chris n josh came... ard 9pm den jasmine, jaslyn, nancy came by... i had baked mushrooms with caps. and cheese... and it was served with vinegar... [not mention in the menu..] lucky it din taste too bad... hoegarden as usual...

headed double O & O-bar aft wala... ling suggested... oh well... long time nv club with her... besides... thurs she's flying to shanghai for 6mths for work... awww... so tis best fren wont be ard for my 21st bday... anyway i dun realy hav the excitement of celebratin my 21st... why o why...

i wasnt in the mood to dance... stomach upset anyway... argh... damn it.

supper was cool... the hongkong fried noodles opp Pearl centre was yummy yummy... opened 24hrs... hurhur. oh yea linda already "slpt" walkin haha... her new curls is so 'tai tai' look but its messy though... lucky she owys got the look to carry it off~ home in ron's car with ling... tired tired~ ZzzzzZzzz

and yes todae it fuked up... swim next week... den next week... its goin to rain... RAIN MY FOOT. whers the rain... excuses n empty promise... fuk off la... and suddenly studies is impt... like real... u thnk i gonna believe it when u blast the bloody radio so loud and the hp with incomin msgs... get a life bitch.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, May 14, 2006

Saturday, May 13, 2006

todae todae... rainy afternoon... later meetin ling n her poly frens n SW for gatherin at Wala's... and my back is so sore n stiff... i need a spa... another extravagenzza to engage in? shouldnt? ARGH! its so temptin so temptin~~!!!~~

and YESTERDAY.

wakey mornin at 11am in the fri mornin is oso good?... hmmm... not so bad... headed Holland V Strip but damn it was under renovation... so we headed paragon's branch instead... the brazilian wax... waahahahah shiok man~... and so i spent 300bucks on the package... extravagenzzza...

hungry hungry~ haven even hav breakfast... decide to settle for the fried jap noodles, cheese and jap sauce... its been a long time since i ate tat... den its mos burger iced milk tea... all time favourite~

shopped abit and at zara bought a dress... hurhur... sista's... bought tix for "Poseidon"... damn long queue... but luckily it din take too long... dinner at Crystal Jade La Mian restaurant at Scotts... yummy yummy.. i LOVED my dessert... Double boiled egg white with milk! Heaven oh Heaven~ hahax.

the movie was digital... started at 7.35pm... all the way till 9pm... nice show very nice~ as in the effects and the part wher every1 vie for survival... the chaos at critical moment... ya noe...


Why do this to me?
Saturday, May 13, 2006

Thursday, May 11, 2006

how does it feels when your boss is around?

SHIOK. muahahahah!

the biatch has gone to phuket~ gone with the wind.... yahoo~

well am playing scrabble online now, at yahoo... ahahahx :) todae leave office at 6pm, On The Dot~ see ya peeps.

its a happy day, coming is a happy weekeng... lonnnnggg weekend!


Why do this to me?
Thursday, May 11, 2006

Saturday, May 06, 2006

the week of work was A OK.
\wed appraisal the mine button was Pushed 'ON', but who cares... i hate the way the "bitch" tried to run away from the topic of work life balance and stuffs... so much so for being open, he's just a fukin PEtty Bitch ever... left the room aft a stupid 1hrs which was a total waste of time... he was black-faced... and i insist on goin back at 6pm... fuken dun care abt the bitch as the manager... tats it.
\thur was the stupid meetin day, of i duno why ther shld be a meaningless meetin all the time... yucks... amy had her appraisal and somewhat what she wrote was similiar to mine... and tats becoz every1 wanted balance of work life... and tat bitch tot i was the one who discuss the issue with amy... heck i care... if he 's so small minded so be it...
\fri was rainy n black... duhs... but stil i left office quite early at 6.30pm... met sis and had Mos burger... aftwhich... met ellen n amy and we all cab down to UCC, NUS to watch 'Wizard of OX' musical but the St-Francis students...ellen's bf, vincent was the chroegrapher... its mere $10 per tix... it ended at 9pm like tat... went clementi to change bus home... reached home bathe and watch tv... korean show..."Bing Xue aka Ice Snow" its about mountain climbin and true love... very touchin really t_t" ... den its bed time at 3am... wow... hahax


Why do this to me?
Saturday, May 06, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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