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its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

sunday 30.04.06

sunday sunday... but it seems like juz another sat... haha... coz tml is PH! :) met up with angelia... hehe... shopped ard... its been a long time since i shopped properly!... she introducted Mango Lingo to me... nice... esp for a non-fruits lover like me... and besides i dun eat mango... surprised i finished the whole drink! its of real mango juice and fruits. not bad at all!

but soon she gotta go home... her sister was buggin her... they are goin out for dinner... send her off and i continue to shop myself... hehex! i sure take my time to shop around, esp in Zara... bought 4 tops/tees for only like $75 Cool! :) hurhur sometimes it realy take time to "dig". oh yea! and bought a kitty soft-toy hp pouch! :) yea yea. i took a long time to decide to get it or not. $20!.

went Kinokuniya... den home... thought of watchin a movie.. but hmmm perhaps nxt sat... when i meet angelia again. oh yea her specs is nice, red front and black back.

saturday 29.04.06

sat! its sat! no work yipee! the whole dae is schedule with ryn...

> breakfast at long john, hugeEe breakfast haha
> Yew tee to trim my hair, finaly!
> bus down to east coast! cycling time! hurhur! 2hrs we cycled till the very far end, left of east coast... back & fro... some activity away from the town area is oways cool! besides i like cycling... the sun was baking humans... haha... my arms were red after cyclin... cooked by the sun... weird how cum.
> it was shoppin at Parkway parade aft the cyclin... the place was packed with pple... coz its the shoppin centre 6annual "celebration"...almost everyshop in ther was havin sale... we met jackie ther... its cool...but weird thing she ask ryn if i was her bf/gf... haha... duhz... i dun thnk i will ever want a gf like ryn... i cant handle tat... too dependent i guess... and i love being pamper, or pamper myself... definitely not into pamperin others or such... if u get wat i mean.
> headed bedok... since ryn say yan shld be workin ther... in fact he wasnt when we were ther... he was at chai chee...
> hungry! remember i haven had lunch!... still i bought 3tops at the neighbourhood shop 3 for $10 ahaha... den headed opp to the hawker centre... had hokkien mee n lemon sugarcane juice...
> went causeway point to collect my contact lens... suppose to collect it 2days ago... haha... den aftwhich headed home!
>tired. watch "The Mexican" on channel 5... oh wow... realised i wasnt watchin much of tv lately haha.
>bedtime!


Why do this to me?
Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sunday, April 23, 2006

22.04.06 [sat]

work... was sucky... hahax... its a sat... phatt... left at noon anyway... who cares... boss wasnt ard anyway.... met mum... bought some fruits for dad... and we had roasted duck n chicken for lunch... hongkong style... yumyum*
headed home, catch a nap and headed out to clarke quay to meet gab.... along with chris n darren... they arr 'comedians'... full of craps... faints... we watched the display and skills of the electric kites/planes from its club members... the stunts were pretty cool... and the lights were nice... aft while headed serangoon IceCube3 for dessert... the mango tango was pretty nice... the fondue wasnt... the 6 C's was ok... overrall... not so nice... haha... headed home at the cinderella hour... :)


Why do this to me?
Sunday, April 23, 2006

Saturday, April 22, 2006

21.04.06 [Friday]

work was Boring... am sick of readin resumes already.. LOLX... late lunch was cool, came back to office and send emails to each other.. countdown to 6.45pm... we gonna leave "early"... meet ryn to go west coast... its jackie 21st birthday... her old neighbour... met her before... look like Shane type... damn cute haha. it was BBQ. home.

20.04.06 [Thurs]

work.the weekly meeting sux. met ryn. suppose to go zouk mtv voting. went ther. not much pple. decide to watch movie. watched "Where the truth lies" R21... nice... twist was good, gay, les, str8 sex... haha. home at 12am plus. sheesh. tired.


Why do this to me?
Saturday, April 22, 2006

Monday, April 17, 2006

how cum monday is oways blue?

anyway i think monday is oways the sleepyest and all tat... well well... anyway no1 will bother abt me yea...

eric smsed in the mornin... duhx...

well well reached office and saw 1 of my candidate... a few interviews for today... for panasonic... so its quite cool... 2 got the job... lorraine went down cargill to sign the contract... yuliana will be signin hers on wed...

anyway lunch was chicken rice... pretty yummy... and celine called... asking abt notice period and to fulfill the max 3mths clause thingy... pretty crappy... went back to office at 2pm...

was suppose to go business visit wit ellen and joanne to MIT... but tat "bitch' mention too many are goin... anyway joanne said the place was pathetic... and well its very heavy rain... and am all get sleepy-ier... din tot of leaving the office as well... oh yea sandra got the micron job... so its cool.

amy and me left the office at 7pm... its time. who cares. f the "bitch" to hell.


Why do this to me?
Monday, April 17, 2006

Saturday, April 15, 2006

fri 14 apr 2006.

its good friday!

woke up at 8am.... to go to grandpa hse... phatt... i wanted more slp... watched tv when we reached... after awhile left for breakfast at like 11+am... duhz... its lunch or wat?... hahax... headed back my office to get some stuffs...

afterwhich headed to hospital to visit dad.... was there from 2pm - 6+pm... aunty jenny came by for visit as well...had dinner together... eric called and we settled for a movie with his fren, andy... at the new cathay movie complex.... huge place!... we watched "Take the Lead"... the movie was so nice.... u would wish ur other half was the one doin the dance with u... like u were the only lovers in ur fairytale world... sighss... u noe i wish ur were here...

decided to go clubbin at double O... its "Wild" theme nite... still i prefer O Bar r&b... btw the vodka lime was so limey... so sour...WTF... yucks... O Bar was much fun... knew a few new frens... haha!... 2 guys from bangkok were here for holiday... Tor was cute... his fren was fun too... then ther's aaron and edmund... nesh... carol and the rest i cant realy rem. the names... too many of which i knew tat night... oh yea... who i went with... eric and andy... met their frens ther... donna, nicole and the other 3 i cant rem. HAHA... opps... how can i rem. so many names at a night... oh yea the Executive PR of Double O/O-Bar took a pic of us... hehex! :) but went it came to group pic... her batt was flat! aww!... she mention if i go down again today... she will take a nice pic for me n frens...

oh yea abt the guys... they were alrite... and damn the gerls were sexy! and lolx... exchanged a few smiles and eye glances with some of them... nice... ;) were there till the club closed at 3am... donna suggested goin to MOS... but the fukin entrance fee was $42 and not to mention the club is closing soon as well... so i just sat out with eric.. andy has escotted nicole home... she was dead drunk already... and oh yar... she mentioned i was naughty... HAHA... wth... she's pretty hot too and nice :)

headed home at 5+am... am super tired!... actually on my way to watch the movie i already fell aslp in the bus... so its pretty marvellous i can be awake till now... muahaha

thurs 13 apr 2006

work was sucky... not to mention most din turn up for interview... but thomas the hiring manager was nice... he said its ok tat my candidates din turn up :)... and not to mention i helped cheryl secured the executive centre 'Recep' job... and she got me a very nice card and merci chocolates :) its been a month she's not workin not to mention she has a family to look aft and to pay for the house with her husband... hehex she's startin work on monday so everythin is cool!

meetin day... and boss handled me $200 for the dinner later... he owned us... we headed Waraku at Marine Square was dinner... its a japanese restaurant! nice food... i had Ebi Cheese Curry... hehex and sake and many many more to name... who's ther?... ellen,joanne,amy,jeline, amy, ken, katherine and me!... muahaha... the billed came up to $240... but its all worth it! i wanna go again! :D

after the dinner headed home... bathe and proff... off to dreamland! muahahax


Why do this to me?
Saturday, April 15, 2006

Monday, April 10, 2006

mon 10 Apr '06

work... on mon... black... anyway keep things happy tat fri is Good friday so no work! yay! hehe.. lorain is offered the Legal Secretary position, jean was offered the HR Specialist position... yuliana was short-listed for 2nd interview... sharon called to fixed the dinner date on wednesday with shuang... thurs boss owns us a $200 dinner treat! NICE~ hehe!

sun 9 Apr '06

woke up at 8+am... 'ordered by mum...' went to temple at bugis... was suppose to return favour for keeping dad safe from operation... both the chi and indian temple...

aftwhich we had breakfast @ mac... cabbed to hospital to visit dad again...

went home at ard 1pm... reached home and slpt... for awhile... woke up to prepare to go for alex cheng's bday... mum's best fren son... whose havin 21st bday on the cruise... falcon princess.. oh dear... nice birthday huh... rich parents... but it troublesome though... no presents... but mum gave a card and a red-packet... a 3storey cruise... the wait for enterin the cruise was boring but luckily was kinda 'entertained' by eric's sms...

finally we went in at 5+pm... headed the 3 storey... aunty jenny and her ktv frens sang some songs... me and mum walked to the outdoor section... nice wind and view.. mum and i took photos hehe... uncle cheng offered to take for us but its ok... i can self-take HAHA.... he offered red wine... nice :)... we passed by uncle cheng's new house... at sentosa... he bought the land and yes the renovation is finishin in a month's time... now its only the wait for the Germany tiles...

not long aft its time for the bingo game @ the second level... prizes were...thumbdrives,camcorder,cash vouchers and iPod... soon its dinner time... buffet style... the food wasnt too bad... chilled awhile and not too long its cake-cutting time... hell lotsa photo-takin... the ice cake was luckily very frozen to last through the time of photo-takin haha... his gf was ther... her parents as well... but her parents were very much on their on... nv mixed with alex family... weird... her mum was very 'principal' look HAHA... oh yea... alex even had pen printed with his birthday and name on it... faints... talk abt... waste of money?...

headed back to 3rd storey for the final ktv session... alex cousin sang jackie cheung songs... his voice was exactly like the singer... nice... very entertainin haha! he's oways the entertainer ard :) uncle cheng offered champagne tis time... hehe... he's like another dad to me... knew him since the day i was born!... hurhur... the cruise reached the habour at 9pm odd... its time to head home! :) finally... am stil tired...!!!... reached home at 10++pm...

steph was slpin on sis bed... duh!... fever... shld rest at her hse isnt it... faints... cant take care of herself... how to take care of others... somemore slp with her contact lens on! wat the fuk... eyes are suppose to be the most precious thingy... once its gone... life will be in darkness... slp Zzzzz...

sat 8 Apr '06

its crazy to wake up on sat for work... suxx big time... and fuk i shld stop clubbin... its turnin into a habit... bad habit... as if any1 cared... argh.
slpt on the way to work... dragged my feet to office... was kinda late... boss was even later... haha... scanned through resumes with half-eyes closed... yucks... headed home.... den went out again to see dad at hospital... he's much beter... met sis at the hospital...

afterwhich headed joo ling's hse for steamboat with the ex-colleagues... the names, jooling, timothy,jasmine,zhenhui,sharon,slamet and his wife, bertram,sky n his gf,intan,lynn, me n sis...

it was short fun... left at 9.30pm... coz jooling is at aljunied... so damn far from my hse...

home...proff... bed...

fri 7 Apr '06

was tired and wanted to head home for rest... got a sms from micheal to meet up... aft his salsa teaching class... he drove a white honda 'watever model' [i cant figure it out haha]... fetched me and we headed O Bar... sharon was bumpin ard at home and never called eric... coz he's at zouk.., tml den she will be out... awww!... anyway O Bar was alrite... chilled and dance... liked the shooter B52, kinda milky... the drinks were dirt-cheap though... $12 for 2glasses & 2 tequilas... hmm... the crowd was jus alrite... mostly not chinese though... was only home at 5am... damn ther's work tml...


Why do this to me?
Monday, April 10, 2006

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

work yesterday was alrite... met ryn at 7+pm to go to breeko for dinner... damn full... nth special... not very nice either... was suppose to go hospital to find dad... but is too late already... walked ard abit and went home...

todae not working... but woke up at 5+am to go temple with mum... den bought mac breakfast and cabbed down to hospital... dad's operation starts at 8am...

we waited at the vistors louge... was very tired... grandma was ther too... we waited and waited till 5pm+... i was irritated by the wait!... coz they initially told us its suppose to last abt 4-5hrs!... argh... in between... we went for lunch, drinks and toilet break... and i went to alexandra to buy 4D for dad... typical dad!... faints... haha...

he was warded into the High Dependency Unit at ward 44, bed 12... nothin by mouth and he's labelled under high risk :( but he mention tat he felt better den before the operation... at least that's a relieve :) hopes he get well soon!


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Sunday, April 02, 2006

review for the week...

sunday 2.4.06

woke up after 6hrs of slp... time to swim! hehehe... went the condo for swim with sister... got kind sunburnt lolx... headed plaza for snacks and to buy some stuffs... heavy rain... headed down to NUH to visit dad... :) eric called... to ask for dinner... but am at NUH not at my area... he's nice fren :)

sat 1.4.06

april fools day... no pranks phewww... sharon called to meet up for the nite... met her at double o... we went in O-bar for the stamp first... hahax... she drank alot and fast... as per norm?!... headed Rouge... with paul,jarrod,colin,celine and sharon... paul's the member... we got a table and they ordered 2bottles of champagne... moet... and before we all noe... sharon's dead drunk...

decided to supper... have to carry sharon down the stairs... headed newton in jarrod's car... was eating half-way sayyong called... to pick me up... i rejected... i guess its wise not to meet him anyway... not to mention i think he's drunk too... well... jarrod got my drivin lic from him back anyway... he was already in newton actually... feel bad... but made him go home anyway...

-tired-slept-

fri 31.3.06

work was only oki... left str8 on 6pm to meet ryn to visit dad at NUH... he's better... i hope... oh ya... dad's buddy was oso hospitalised... from a fall... and aunt's jenny youngest daughter was sufferin from lack of food and calories and i think its really psycho...she's pale and yellow and damn skinny... crazy!!!...

afterwhich i went home and met up with jeline,amy,ellen,zen,joanne and ellen's bf and oso amy's frens... at MOS [ministry of sound]... its my first time there... the main... was house music/trance... yucks!... shared the jug of rather bland drink...duno wat the hell tat was... a guy from norway approached... with a pick-up line "are u guys havin a bday party or something like tat?"... lolx alright... he's boring anyway... left for the dancefloor awhile... came back and claimed one of the free drinks... [$20 for entrance with 2drinks...cool]... headed "smoove" the r&b section... packed but nice!... hehex... oh and amy's fren eric... danced pretty well... hehe... we chatted anyway... and he dare me to find some guy ard our area... whose age 26 and above... haha... i found a 27 on my first spot... so he owned me a drink for the bet... loxl...

he bought lychee martini... nice :) and i claimed another glass of vodka lime... wished cld danced more... but amy and jeline are complaining their feet hurts... hahaz... oh yea... sharon msged me "drunk"... and i knew she's gone... she was with jarrod again... faints... haha... she shldnt be with him so much.. they only noe each other less than a month... and i think he's not really decent... she's despressed from the break with jim??... not sure... mayb...

went mac for some food... i haven hav dinner... eric bought the food and sent me and amy home... coz he promised me... haha... he stayed hougang which's east... and me and amy we're west side... got home,bathe and slp!

y i went clubbin when my dad's in hospital.... i needed to chill seriously... argh!

thu 30.4.06

work... was havin lunch when i got mum's call tat dad was hospitalised... factured his spinal bone while test-driving the tank... yucks... was admitted to NUH... was in pain when i visited him... i left work abit earlier... sighs

mon-wed 27.3.06-29.3.06

work-home


Why do this to me?
Sunday, April 02, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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