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Why me?


its ade
already 20.
fight for it.
its stil gonna b mine
yea it is.

I wish for..


  • cash
  • mini coupe
  • more commission
  • relax-time
  • new job


Memories.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
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Sunday, February 26, 2006

first sat back to work... its okie... tired though... i guess for the whole of tis week den realy get much slp... haha... not coz work... becoz i went out aft work... opps... met ryn twice this week... jus yest... met her for dinner den headed back to my hse coz she needs the net... well... todae tristan "fired" roy for bad performance at work... ie no sales for 3 mths... and tat he oways use msn/surfin of net rather den workin... sheesh... sat nth much to call... so its juz sortin out resumes and flippin through the papers for potential clients... its cool... so many jobs on the papers... somemore some are clearly posted by headhunters comp... hmmz.


Why do this to me?
Sunday, February 26, 2006

Thursday, February 23, 2006

.work.dinner@hollandvillage.itsWalaWala.met">.work.dinner@hollandvillage.itsWalaWala.met'em.azreen.gabrielle.sayyong. .beer.oneforone.pizzamarinara.liveband.chat.zouk.phuture.mamboWasBad.
.phuture.crowded.uncivilisedcrowd.itschenhanwei.wat-a-Bitch."u'reRude".yeaIam.becozUaintWorthIt.
.car.ride.home.shower.3am.call.slp.


Why do this to me?
Thursday, February 23, 2006

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Dear people,

Not that i have disappear, jus that i am pretty happy with my current job now... pretty enjoyable becoz i talk to different pple. pple who laugh with me, slam my call, snap at me, be sacarstic to me... well u dun try that on me in real life, coz i gonna screw u in and out, trust me... those pple are those tat i duno, and yes strangers to conversation buddy... its cool :)

btw i love green GReeN GREEN! haha. my all time good luck for the year, yes it gonna be. hehehe. well nite nite! till then, good week ahead every1!


Why do this to me?
Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Friday, February 17, 2006

last nite watched movie with shuang :) Broke Back mountain R21, Gay show but very nice wor... true emotions shown by the actors very touching and jack was very good lookin but sad ending for him :( took cab home... the show lasted from like 9.40pm-12.30pm...

today work so tired... i haven have much slp the whole of the past four days... carps... izit it?... okok i gtg slp now... i am breakin down...

besides am pretty much confused abt her already... wher are we headin to?... directionless is not the way things should be... or maybe our compass was lost... can it be found?...


Why do this to me?
Friday, February 17, 2006

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

13 feb, first day of work... client searchin... orientation... telemarketing... tat all sux... lolx cold calls realy sux... hmm... but its okie... every1 goes through tat i suppose.

14 feb, the dae where valentines get together... funny... if ther's love... everyday shld be v-day... y tis date... i nv knew... anyway... it juz makes tue looks like a PH... crowds everywher... long queues and stuffs... well i dun like tat... walk oso no space for me to walk... faints... becoz i dun like to be "stuck" or wait for the passage to clear... i am impatient, and yes u noe... anyway went movies and swensens with sis, steph and yiya... TIRED even before i met them... kinda realise i shld juz go home... crap... but sis bought the tix already... btw steph is sis gf, yiya... her buddy... aft swensens... all went my hse... so tired i slpt str8 away... tat yiya tried to be funy... want to slp my bed... crap... my bed so small... beside i dun like sharin it with some1 i am nt even close with... even my sis dun slp my bed ya

15feb, woke up at 7am... todae sis pay for cab fare to work... good... haha... stil am tired... coz slp only at 3am... wtf! den monday nite i oso slp 4hrs only... yucks... all went to my workplace ther too... had a full breakfast and black coffee... and coffee effect din manage to last til aft lunch... oh dear... gtg slp now! byeeee


Why do this to me?
Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Sunday, February 12, 2006

hurhurhur nice sat! :) was in bed stil... den my V3 beep here and ther... ah... missed calls and sms from sharon and shuang... shuang got free tix for me to NUS culteral centre for the dance cum show... Runaway or another... the tix... compliment from callie... she paid the tix but wasn free to go in the end...

well its abt dance, fashion, stealin of ideas, and true naive luv... lotsa dancin... i dun understand y... i guess i stil prefer musicals :) its last from 8pm-10.30pm and by the time sharon was screwin me in sms...

suppose to meet sharon and jamie and george at pauliner at 10pm... opps... anyhow rush ther... asap... in the end takin the mrt was faster... cause NUS area no cab at all... haiyo!... saw jamie and edmund and of coz dear sharon, george din came in the end...

order juz a 0.5 munich lager for myself tats all... snappin away pic again... its the sharon, adel and shuang cam whores... haha :) love them... ohh esp. shuang! hurhur ;) left at 1am... sharon stil gotta meet client tml in the mornin... and den we talk abt clubbin on wed... oh dear... we shall see yea.



shuang and me headed for supper though... at the makansutra... well i reali think the food ther sux... yucks... den took niterider home... save money muz save money hehe

later the dae [sunday] gotta go siti's engagement... aft tat meetin shuang :) we're goin to try the madrid slip-ons at wheelock... shuang frens gettin order from pple to order online at a much cheaper price :) mayb am consider gettin the golden brown madrid... nice leh!... erm $55 like tat... save money mah? hmm o_O" i think first k.

til then... am kinda tired already! nite or shld i say mornin haha


Why do this to me?
Sunday, February 12, 2006

Friday, February 10, 2006

i was fed up and upset when i saw it... and she? did she felt nth at all?... 4yrs of time... wasted very wasted... and to think the words she spoke was... "cant u encourage me abit?..."

i almost wanted to move my hand and slap her hard. real hard. if i dun care, u think i wld even bother to tell u to THINK abt wat u're goin to do next?... do u think i will bother to say u all the while for tat 4 yrs?... wat i saw was not mine... but did u noe i almost wanted to cry.

if its mine, i wld hav gone bonkers, or rather time to think sane-ly... u had known wher u want to go aft the 4yrs... and y din u try to achieve at least the least to get ur ass in ther? and now u're goin to waste another year... of becoz of ur heck-careness... and so all tis is cool.

every1 gives u encouragement... and wat do u get in the end?... regrets not becoz pple nv did so... its becoz u juz took everything for granted... advices as wind that merely passed by... COOL.

and if tis time round, u stil end up the same way like today... mayb u shld juz do somethin useful, something really useful.

-dont wish to speak no more.-


Why do this to me?
Friday, February 10, 2006

clauded in long sleeved white top, black shorts, my "kings" slipper... black umbrella and tat spex, perfect for the rainy day.

and tats what i wore to town today. met winson the insurance agent who blah blah blah. get a better plan... saving plan. yea. expected tat when he said "hey think we shld meet up and mayb review ur plan..." ok... cool... save more easy to say... wher the hell the money come from first... told him wait til i settled down in my new job for a month first, such a pest. who cares wat the fuck he looked like andy lau, in some ways, SO. sometimes good lookin pple piss me off la, becoz he was so cocky, he called his colleague and said... "hey of coz i happy today... close a deal of 4, the whole family..." duhz. i suppose he seduced the auntie. haha. crap. well thanks for the free drink. lolx.

in first place first, got the basic plan from him last yr, coz i reali think i shld fuckin save a lil, yea. its like $50 a month by hey! its stil a pinch in the heart. if am rich, den its ok, but am not now. hmm. soon. soon. soon. i mus make it argh. yes mus.

sharon called, go pauliners? sure thingy thingy even if the comin sat we're goin ther again... haha. she met her client first do some hella documentation and stuffs, busy woman. busy. lots deals. cool.

i want to buy a chain necklace and yes i got it... got 2 fer myself, 1 for sis... ah yes good luck for her results tml, whichever way its gonna be... its fixed already. tml 2pm.

i loved mine. reali do. :) got 20% disct, and add'tl 10% fer mine 2s hahaha and complimentary two lil pendant from the sales gerl... haiya the lil ones wasnt very nice but, its oki. complimentary wat can i expect. she let me choose the heart pendant... but hey i dun reali like heart shapes. duno y. juz dun like. looks cheezy... eeew.

was hungry already, oh nv had breakfast or lunch... and its 6+pm... no wonder. haha. had some shrimp dumblings and noodles and siew mai [da best!] at Ding Tai Feng :) YUM YUM. sis treat. cool.

headed taka, bought a bag can use as handbag and sling, dark brown soft leather :)

down to PAULINERS, the 2 level... ordered two 3 courses set :) while we waited for sharon the busy one. stil in office at 8+pm now... faints.

wheat loaf with i think black pepper goose liver paste or something. erm.

starter
sis: creme mushroon soup
me: ceasar salad [very evenly tossed, dislike the tiny tomatoes.]

main course
sis: black codfish with the potatoes and stuffs.
me: lingini in white wine with "king prawns" nicely cut open, with mushrooms and cheddar cheese melted on the top... marvellous.

dessert
sis: creme something something. haha. i dun rem. her dessert. opps.
me: pistachio ice-cream with the berries and traditional red wine. omg! heavenly nice.

and sharon came before we had the main course. dean came over to say hi. her client who juz seems to be everywher she is. oh dear. i saw him, juz pretend not to c him. dun like socialisin and esp. am in the 'perfect for rainy day' outfit... haha. its suppose to be chill out time. frens and chat. well stil he gave sharon pretty much deals, so as her fren, sayin hi is oki. hey am not anti-social la. haha.

oh yea sharon had... sauages with a somewhat very very hard "i dont noe wat" [it looks weird and yea very hard, coz sharon hit it and it like 'bang'!] tats all she had.

drink time. i had the dark one, she had the lager. we had 0.5 each. i was pretty full and she had another lager 0.5.

chatted blah. and yea i told her abt the 'survey ans' jamie wrote yrs ago. she was shocked. haha. well u noe, hate me kinda thing. stupid. for no reason? only crazy pple are like tat. and tats jamie. yucks.

abt time. 11+pm. sharon workin tml. sis haven slp a wink. am to full to chat anymore. haha. opps. sharon drove us home with the nissan :) and yes sat we're comin back pauliners again. cool. $100+odd for dinner. woah. splurging day. but its shiok la muahaha.


Why do this to me?
Friday, February 10, 2006

the world hates u, but yet helps u in a way or two. funny but true. tats reality of life. so face it alrite.


Why do this to me?
Friday, February 10, 2006


u knew it
if u've meant to let me noe
it shld've been done.
so dont come knockin at my door
to tell me it all now.
and thats a simple because,
i dont wish to hear abt it.
u gave me the headaches n heartpains.
its over.
its too late.



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